The green eyed goddess (camren)

Part 1

"It's her...she's the one I want" looking up at the moon Camila knew what she wanted and that person is the one and only Lauren Jauregui the schools green-eyed goddess, but Lauren doesn't know who Camila is She's the outcast the one who is unknown by everyone but her two friends, Lauren, however, is the goddess of the school she's the one who everyone likes, the one everyone wants so Camila knows she'll never get what she wants because why would Lauren choose camila when she can have anyone she desires.

Camila thinks about this constantly, it consumes her but she doesn't know what to do about it because she doesn't think she's good enough for Lauren, so instead Camila suffers in silence not telling a soul how she feels hoping one day these feelings would go away.

Camila has known Lauren for years never actually having a proper conversation with her as they've never had a reason to talk before, but Camila is wanting to talk to her soon but she needs to have a reason to as but she doesn't know how to start one with her, she's hoping one day they'll be put next to each other in a lesson so she can try and talk to her.

Camila took her phone out of her pocket and realised the time "Midnight already" she groaned and got off the grass and walked towards her car, "tomorrow is the day" she wished to herself as she drove off to her house "she will know who I am soon", as Camila pulled up into her driveway her phone goes off "Lauren posted" she said to herself as she opens Instagram, yes Camila does have Laurens Instagram notifications which may sound stalkerish as she doesn't talk to her but Camila doesn't have them on to stalk she just is interested in what the most popular girl in school gets up to as Camila is wanting to know how Lauren spends her life as she knows they live opposite lives, Lauren is the glamourous badass who wears full black with her long wavy black hair down but somehow always look so perfect while camila is the girlygirl who likes her short skirts with cropped tops with her long wavy hair down as her hair naturally is always put together so she never has to style it as it styles itself.

"she looks so beautiful," Camila said to herself as she looked at the selfie Lauren posted, it's a picture of her with her hair in a low ponytail, with a black top on while still wearing the makeup she had on that day at school, with the white pearl earrings Camila is wanting to get a pair of herself since she loves them so much "if only me and her could be friends, that's all I'm wanting," she said as she put her phone away and got out of the car, "everyone must be asleep," she said to herself as she unlocked the front door and saw that none of the lights were on "welp time to be alone with my thoughts again then" slowly tip-toeing to her room trying not to wake anyone up especially her dogs.

once Camila finishes sorting herself out she lays down on her bed letting her thoughts take over her, "I'll never be able to talk to her" she says to herself, the moon reminds Camila of Lauren since whenever she sees her she feels a sense of safety, she feels more protected because Lauren creates this feeling of hope as she knows she will always be safe whenever shes around her. Even though Camila hasn't introduced herself to Lauren there have been things going around about Lauren which presents Lauren as being loyal and trustworthy unless that person is in the wrong but if they are the victim Lauren will always be by their side helping them get back up on their feet, which is why Camila fell for Lauren so deeply since she knows Lauren has a heart of gold because she may be the school badass but that never changed her heart she will always have a pure heart who just wants to spread love around, who just wants to make everyone happy and help them whenever they need it.

Lauren is the type of person Camila needs in her life since she knows Lauren will help her find herself, she will be able to find her happiness again and be her true self without having to pretend she's someone else, she will have someone who loves her for being herself - her true self. Camila hasn't been able to be who she truly is ever since she felt self-conscious about herself due to seeing the things people post about on social media, her mind got poisoned she lost herself as she would compare herself to them which made her slowly crumble into small pieces which is why she's so determined to bring Lauren into her life even if it's just through friendship- she just wants her moon to brighten up her darkness she just wants her happiness back.