Isagi Pov :---
I wanted Michael to say ' Yes ' to many things in this world but not to this question ,
not to this fucking betrayal . I would've done anything to hear his yeses for many
things but never to this fucking nightmare, like like I wanted to hear his first ' Yes '
to my confession , his second ' Yes ' to playing together in Bastard , his third ' Yes '
to live together in Germany, his fourth ' Yes ' to letting me into his troublesome
past , his fifth ' Yes ' to meeting my parents , his sixth ' Yes ' to my marriage
proposal , his seventh ' Yes ' to becoming parents ...and many more between like
' Yes ' to getting a dog despite his pure disgust to animals , his ' Yes ' to Noel
Noa supremacy , his ' Yes ' to his jealousy for Rin and my rivalry and then one day
maybe just because I am lying on my death bed he would've said , " ' Yes ' Yoichi
' Yes ' you're better than me " . But how can I take this ' Yes ' to this question ?
Wow Isagi you're crying , actually Kaiser was right you're weak and you deserve
what you've got , somebody turned your life upside down and that person mocked
you since the very start , he told you about his intentions in clear words that he'll
destroy your life and yet you idiot fell for that person , how pathetic a person can
really be ? Actually I am sure nobody can be more desperate than you , you're here
remembering about your plans for the future that you imagined with Kaiser that
same person who has crushed you just a moment ago , I mean really Isagi you
were never a looser then why this time , whenever they tried to beat you on the
field and sometimes even succeeded in doing so but you still did come back
stronger every every fucking time then why it hurts so much this time , why is it
impossible to stop these tears , why am I not able to stop myself from running as if
this run would leave those moments that I shared with Kaiser in the past swiftly
and this pain would soon be over ....Oh and this pain , why is it so painful and why
is it difficult to breath , is this what heartbreak feels like ? Chigiri said he felt it
once ......I'll ask him that if he felt like someone is choking him , like he's so
desperately trying to get some air but that hand won't loosen the grip around your
throat and you feel like death is near and you're in so so much pain , it aches in
your chest but even following all this fucking torture , pain , crying yet you still
want that one person that caused you all this pain ...Unbelievable. So , that's what
do to you ...makes you feel helpless , so if that's how it is then I egoist Isagi Yoichi
vows never to fall in love in love ....again .
****Isagi Yoichi hasn't realized until now that he's trying to get his home during all
the running and crying and screaming and here he's lying on the floor of his room
crying his out , howling like no one is there in this whole world except him , he's for
the fist time in his life thankful for his parent's absence as they've told him already
about their weekend visit to his grandparent's house . He didn't even realised that
he's been crying for 8 hours now until he heard a notification from Ego's chat , he's
asking him to sign his Bastard Munchen contract and that he's to leave for
Germany today in the evening with the rest of the team and Isagi knew it's time to
move on that his true love is soccer and soccer only but despite that love he takes
a decision that will that everyone by surprise ..and leave Kaiser in ruins .
Kaiser Pov :---
I know I have fucked my whole life with just a ' Yes ' but I will talk to Yoichi and I'll
tell him that I love him very much and that it was all done by my stupid and
arrogant and shithead past self so please please forgive me and let me love you
because I feel like I'll die if I won't be able to love you or to touch you or to kiss you
or to see your smile or look into your deep blue ocean like eyes . I should call him
right now ...what it's switched off , ofcourse he's angry so this makes sense but
he'll be at bluelock because he's not at party so I should headback to bluelock
and then bring Yoichi here and ask for his forgiveness infinite number of times and
I'll tell him that I love him so much upto the extent of wanting to spend my whole
life with him , I'll ask him to marry me at once , I won't take any chances for the
future , I want Yoichi and all of him for forever.
What Yoichi left Bluelock with his stuff but for where ? what should I do ? Should I
call one of his friends but no if they got to know about all this then they'll never let
Yoichi listen to me let alone forgive me , then then what else is the option ...Oh
tomorrow Yoichi will come to sign his contract and then he'll go to Germany with
us , I'll talk to him then and all the time in Germany and ask him to forgive me
again and again until he does , okay then I've to wait for 5 hours and then I'll
confess to Yoichi and everything will be alright ...but before that I'll kill Ness for
doing this .
*** Kaiser waited whole day but Yoichi didn't come and Bastard Munchen had to
left Japan with Blueock players who signed with them and what shocked
everyone was that Yoichi didn't sign with Bastard Munchen and Ego didn't tell
anyone about his whereabouts and with which team Yoichi has signed , not even
to his friends , so everyone left Japan with their respective teams and it's time for
Kaiser feel the pain of loneliness again..............
