White Moonlight Regrets It GL MTL

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But Lu Huixin's terrifying expression only existed for a moment.

Ji Qingrong almost didn't react. She immediately calmed down her previous emotions and put a smile on her face again: "Is there anything embarrassing to talk about when going out with your girlfriend? Why do you call it going out with friends? ? Right."

Not only did her face soften a lot, but her tone also became a lot softer, as if she wasn't angry just now, nor did she want to forcefully control Ji Qingrong, she just didn't understand why it happened. It's just a casual question about something like this.

Yu Chenxue finally understood why Ji Qingrong was frightened by her. Lu Huixin's mood changes are too fast, including her tone of voice, aura, etc., and the front and back are too separated, and there is almost no reasonable transition. In short, she is a bit crazy.

What Ji Qingrong is afraid of is that strange feeling that makes normal people unable to smooth out her logic and makes normal people feel out of control. Like a dormant volcano, you never know when it might erupt.

As a person who usually cares a lot about other people's emotions, Ji Qingrong chooses a way to avoid conflicts most of the time and is not good at handling many emergencies. Or perhaps it should be said that it is precisely because she is not good at handling intense conflicts that she wants to take care of the other person's state when interacting with others.

So at this moment, Ji Qingrong was simply at a loss. Her thinking has been disrupted, and she is completely unable to think or answer independently and rationally.

Yu Chenxue lowered her head and patted the hand that had just closed the trunk, and looked up at her: "Ms. Lu, feelings are complicated in themselves. It doesn't mean that only love is left after falling in love. The identity between people , it doesn't have to be fixed. I am not only her girlfriend, but also her good friend and her old classmate. From a certain point of view, she didn't lie to you, right? Did I make it clear? ?"

Lu Huixin heard her voice and finally shifted her gaze from Ji Qingrong to her.

"Ah... yes." Lu Huixin's smile was still gentle, but there was a coldness in her eyes: "So are you being petty?"

Ji Qingrong felt more and more that she didn't recognize Lu Huixin. Logically speaking, Lu Huixin would not say such blunt words to others without emotional intelligence. Unless she really hates Yu Chenxue, so much that she no longer wants to cover up her emotions and just wants to slander him.

"Huh?" Yu Chenxue was not angry, but lazily raised her eyelids and looked at him.

Lu Huixin continued: "When I asked Rong Rong if I could come and play with her, she said you don't like threesomes. Can I understand that you are an overly possessive person who doesn't even allow her to have normal social interactions? "

Lu Huixin would be more restrained when questioning Ji Qingrong about various things. But when communicating with Yu Chenxue, he was not polite at all, his attitude was sharp and arrogant.

Ji Qingrong shook his head repeatedly. She really didn't understand why Lu Huixin had to think of someone like that.

Yu Chenxue folded her arms and leaned against the car, looking as calm as ever. She didn't seem to be hurt by Lu Huixin's unfriendly and aggressive words: "You can understand it this way. After all, people think differently, I ca

n't Sway you, shake you. But I still have to say, I don't think so."

Lu Huixin looked her up and down, her eyes full of disdain and contempt for people: "Oh?"

Yu Chenxue still looked very stable, as if wearing a piece of armor that was invulnerable. of armor, and continued to say to her:

"Miss Lu Huixin. I admire your achievements very much. I believe that you must be extremely smart to achieve such extraordinary achievements. But sometimes you might try to look at some things from a different angle."

Yu Chenxue looked at Ji Qingrong next to him: "Couples are different from friends. Even if they are friends, some people prefer to get along one-on-one. It has nothing to do with possessiveness, but only has to do with personality. Let alone lovers, lovers It's normal for you to want to have a two-person world without being disturbed." "

If you think that wanting to have a two-person world with your partner is a kind of outrageous and unreasonable possession, then I want to ask: I'm already in a relationship, but I don't care who the other person associates with, and I don't want to create space for the other person. Isn't it too careless?" With such a broad mind and such arrogant thinking,

Lu Huixin is quite incomprehensible. Who in the right mind would do this? Obviously I have no sense of boundaries, but I always blame others and try to confuse the public. I look very sick. Yu Chenxue didn't expect her to listen, but she just had to say what she needed to say.

Lu Huixin looked at Yu Chenxue quietly, and after a while she suddenly laughed softly: "You are very good at speaking. No wonder Rong Rong likes you."

She was even a little jealous of Yu Chenxue. Jealous of Yu Chenxue's stable mood, jealous of Yu Chenxue's ability to remain calm in the face of danger even when he is being ridiculed to his face.

Everyone will choose and like someone like Yu Chenxue, right? Everyone will leave people like themselves behind, right?

She really didn't know how God could be so unfair. It's really sad.

Yu Chenxue raised her eyebrows after listening to her words.

Lu Huixin's words didn't sound like a compliment, but rather like she was saying that she was very good at confusing people and bewitched Ji Qingrong.

Ji Qingrong also heard it, but he didn't know how to refute it and just felt annoyed.

At this moment, a little boy holding a model airplane ran out from the corner and ran to Lu Huixin's side and stopped: "Mom, I'm hungry."

Lu Huixin stopped staring directly. Yu Chenxue looked at it, lowered her head and glanced at her child.

The little boy's name is Lu Jieming, and he is Lu Huixin's child.

The two of them came to the supermarket to shop together. Since he had just gone to the bathroom, he did not appear with Lu Huixin and came out now.

Lu Huixin heard Lu Jieming's words and said, "I'll go eat later."

"Yeah." Lu Jieming nodded his chin and suddenly looked up and spotted Ji Qingrong, so he hurriedly waved to Ji Qingrong happily: "Aunt Rongrong! "

He has played with Ji Qingrong many times and has already developed feelings for her. He feels that Ji Qingrong is a very peaceful and gentle big sister and is very comfortable to get along with. When he saw her now, he could not hide the joy on his face.

Although Ji Qingrong was very dissatisfied with Lu Huixin, he had no prejudice against her children, not to mention that they had a good relationship when they met before, so she still smiled at him: "Well, what is that in your hand? "

It's a plane!" When Lu Jieming spoke, he raised the plane again: "It's very, very cool!" "

Yeah," Ji Qingrong nodded, "it's pretty cool."

Lu Jieming chuckled, put down the phone, and put it in his arms. He touched it and looked at Yu Chenxue: "Aunt Rongrong, who is that aunt?"

Ji Qingrong looked at Yu Chenxue and smiled: "She is aunt's girlfriend."

"Oh, girlfriend," Lu Jieming seemed to understand. He nodded understandingly, "Then what's her name?"

Ji Qingrong continued to smile: "Yu Chenxue. Just call her Aunt Xuexue."

Lu Jieming looked at her innocently: "Oh, hello Aunt Xuexue."

Yu Chenxue Smiling, she waved to him politely: "Hello."

Lu Jieming looked at her again and continued: "Aunt Xuexue, I also have a coat like yours!"

Yu Chenxue curled her lips: "Really? Then What a coincidence."

Lu Huixin stood aside and watched her son take the initiative to talk to Yu Chenxue. Being familiar with her son's character, she understood that her son probably had a good impression of Yu Chenxue and liked Yu Chenxue, so she couldn't help but tighten her lips.

Then, Lu Jieming chuckled: "Well, Aunt Xuexue, Aunt Rongrong, have you had dinner? My mother and I are going to have barbecue, do you want to eat with us?" Ji Qingrong shook his head gently: "Auntie,

just I won't go. I just ate noodles before going to the supermarket, and my stomach is still full." "

Oh!" Lu Jieming pouted: "I also want my aunt to eat together. That barbecue restaurant is delicious. Yes! Last time I ate, my stomach was as big as a frog!"

Ji Qingrong smiled: "It sounds pretty good, but Auntie is really full, how about next time?"

Although Lu Jieming hopes that Ji Qingrong will go together, but The other party had already refused twice, so he had no choice but to give up: "Okay! Then you must go to have barbecue with me next time!" "

Well, okay." Ji Qingrong touched her head.

At the same time, Lu Huixin's eyelids jumped again.

So, is this rounding off like being rejected by Ji Qingrong again? Can't even invite her son to come forward?

Ji Qingrong had never rejected her son before.

It seemed that Ji Qingrong had been consciously alienating herself since she got together with Yu Chenxue. Now that you can't even eat, you have to find excuses to make excuses?

Lu Huixin pursed her lips and clenched her hands subconsciously.

At this time, Yu Chenxue looked at Lu Huixin again and said, "Then Miss Lu will take the children to eat barbecue. We have to go back."

Lu Huixin stared at her and grinned her lower lip: "Okay."

Yu Chenxue had no intention of talking to her again. She said nothing more, turned around and opened the car door, letting Ji Qingrong get in the car, then went around to the other side and sat on it.

After closing the car door, Yu Chenxue started the car without saying a word.

After driving the car out of the garage and onto the flat and open road outside, Yu Chenxue's frown finally relaxed and she expressed her thoughts to Ji Qingrong: "This Lu Huixin is really abnormal." "So paranoid

. Okay."

Ji Qingrong also felt the same way: "You feel it too, right?"

Yu Chenxue: "Yes, the smell is too strong, and you don't want to feel it."

Yu Chenxue has a wide range of friends and has many different appearances. I have dealt with many people, and I have seen a lot of weird people, but this is the first time I have seen someone as weird as Lu Huixin.

The most important thing is that Lu Huixin is no longer just weird. No matter how weird most people are, they just come across as difficult to deal with. Lu Huixin always brings a very strong sense of uneasiness to people.

It is an inexplicable feeling that can easily arouse people's intuition that it is not good.

Anyway, she found Lu Huixin quite suffocating. The most suffocating thing was that she couldn't guess what Lu Huixin wanted to do, and she had no way of guarding against him.

She didn't know whether Lu Huixin became like this because of the many things she encountered, or whether it was because Lu Huixin was like this and encountered so many bizarre things.

Yu Chenxue held the steering wheel, thought about it and asked Ji Qingrong: "Are you sure she will leave after the Lantern Festival?"

Ji Qingrong also had a headache: "That's true, but it's hard to say. She said she would develop the domestic marketing market this year."

Yu Chenxue Sighing and nodding: "Okay. Let's do it this way."

Ji Qingrong: "Huh?"

Yu Chenxue pondered: "From tomorrow to Lantern Festival, I will pick you up from work. It just so happens that my team's studio is next to you. Anyway, everyone The equipment has been installed. Whether I work at home or work there, it doesn't make much difference."

She only needs to install the software on the computers and import a lot of data into the new computer.

Since there were too many uncontrollable factors, but nothing really happened, Yu Chenxue could only feel at ease by staying with Ji Qingrong.

"Okay." Ji Qingrong happily agreed, and then asked: "Will your studio be opening soon?"

Yu Chenxue: "I made an agreement with an experienced person a year ago, and he will come directly to work after the year. But in addition, we have to continue to send out recruitment posts to recruit people, and gradually improve it."

But it shouldn't be too complicated, after all, many things that need to be done have been done years ago.

Seeing that she had a plan, Ji Qingrong felt reassured: "Okay, take your time."

At the same time, after Lu Huixin asked Lu Jieming to get in the car, she did not drive in time. Instead, she stroked the steering wheel and took a deep breath. Look straight ahead.

Her brain was in knots at the moment, and she couldn't figure it out, and she didn't know what kind of emotion she was feeling. It seemed to be unwillingness, grievance, jealousy, and fear, which finally merged into a kind of resentment, making her furious.

Lu Jieming was playing with the airplane alone, but he was really hungry, so he turned to her and shouted: "Mom, I'm so hungry!" The child

's voice was very sharp and penetrated her easily. eardrum.

Lu Huixin closed her eyes and tried to calm down the overwhelming emotions in her heart: "I know, stop arguing."

Lu Jieming curled her lips and continued: "Then why don't you drive, Mom?! Mom, I'm really hungry. Ah!"

He really wanted to get an accurate answer.

The veins in Lu Huixin's temples throbbed. She closed her eyes and gritted her teeth and said, "I told you not to make any noise." "

Oh..." Lu Jieming nodded and continued to hold the plane and row it back and forth in the air, speaking from time to time. Onomatopoeic words such as "piupiu" and "xiuxiu".

Lu Huixin became more and more upset and raised her hand to hold her forehead.

At this time, Lu Jieming continued to lift the plane upward: "Mom, I want to be a pilot when I grow up. I want to fly a plane!"

Lu Huixin opened her lips and teeth slightly and sighed.

Lu Jieming took back the plane and began to sing to himself in a low, almost whispering voice.

After singing for a while, his stomach growled again, so he turned to look at Lu Huixin: "Mom, haven't you rested yet? When are we leaving? I'm so hungry, I want to eat barbecue..."

At this time, Lu Huixin immediately clenched her hands and turned to look at Lu Jieming. With wide eyes, she knocked the plane out of his hand and yelled at him: "Can't you hear me when I told you to stop making noise?!"

Lu Jieming's cell phone was hit. After falling, he was stunned and looked at her in horror. He carefully picked up the plane, only to find that the top part had been smashed a little, and his round eyes were instantly filled with liquid.

"The plane is broken..." Lu Jieming's mouth dropped, and he immediately started crying with a "Wow" sound.

When Lu Huixin heard him cry, she felt upset and yelled: "Isn't it just a broken plane? If it breaks, it will break. Why are you crying?!"

Lu Jieming's eyelashes were covered with tears and he looked at her. Finally, I cried even louder.

"Shut up!" Lu Huixin yelled at him again.

Lu Jieming felt even more aggrieved when she yelled at him. He was very hungry, couldn't eat the barbecue, and the plane was damaged. He just wanted to vent his grievances.

The worse Lu Huixin's attitude was, the more he wanted to make trouble.

Finally, Lu Hui couldn't bear it anymore, raised her hand, and slapped him in the face:

"I told you to shut up!"

"Shut up!"

"Can't you hear that? Ah?!"

After Lu Jieming was slapped by Lu Huixin, his whole head, ears and heart were buzzing, and his face was even numb.

He was stunned for a moment, then turned to look at Lu Huixin, as if he hadn't come back to his senses yet, his big eyes full of disbelief.

The next second, Lu Jieming seemed to have come back to his senses, frowned, and was about to cry again. But as if he was afraid of being beaten again, he didn't dare to say anything this time. He stretched out his hand to cover his mouth and looked at Lu Huixin tremblingly, tears welling up in his red eyes.

Lu Huixin looked at him and seemed to be more awake. She realized what she had just done and became a little panicked.

In an instant, a strong regret weaved into a web and covered her overwhelmingly.

I was so impulsive just now, and now I feel so guilty.

She couldn't help but unbuckle her seat belt, hugged Lu Jieming, pressed the back of his head against her shoulder, and murmured: "I'm sorry, son, I'm sorry, mom shouldn't hit you... Mom shouldn't..."

Mingming She determined to be a good mother. She obviously aspires to be a different person from her father. She obviously wants to become the kind of person who can give her children a lot of love and guide them to grow up healthy and happy.

God knows how much effort she put into this. She even read a lot of books on how to be a good mother.

But why is this happening?

The more I think about it, the more I can't let it go. Lu Huixin hated her father even more, and couldn't help but think that if her father had been more caring and patient with her back then, she wouldn't be a bad mother now.

Gradually, she no longer felt that she was at fault. She believed that all this was caused by her father. But she must not be like him. No matter what, she has to be a good mother.

So Lu Huixin picked up the bag from the back seat, took out a bar of chocolate, tore it open, handed it to Lu Jieming, and coaxed softly: "

Come on, Mingming, would you like to eat some chocolate? Mom is wrong, don't be angry with her, okay?" Mom will take you to eat barbecue later. You can eat any kind of barbecue you want. Mom will not only give you barbecue, but also take you to buy tanks, Lego, and your favorite Hedwig. How about that? "

What Lu Huixin said was extremely tempting to children, and it could hit their hearts in every way. Sure enough, Lu Jieming calmed down in an instant, making her look like she no longer held any grudge against her just now. Everything is the same.

Lu Jieming sniffed and took the chocolate from Lu Huixin's hand. His mouth was still slightly depressed and his eyelashes were mushy: "Mom, do you really want to buy me Hedwig?" "Yes,"

Lu Huixin touched it gently. Touching the child's soft cheek, "Mom, I'll buy you the biggest one, okay?"

Lu Jieming grabbed the chocolate and nodded, pursed his lips and wiped away some salty tears.

After Lu Huixin comforted him, she finally sat back down tiredly, looking out the window indifferently, as weak as if she had been shot by several arrows.

Not long after, she suddenly raised the corners of her lips and smiled coldly.

Why is she like this? Why is she so sad again? Become so unable to control yourself? For whom?

It's so abominable.

Lu Huixin curled her lips and smiled soullessly like a zombie. Immediately she picked up the tablet and opened a document called "YCX".

It is full of information related to Yu Chenxue.

Lu Jieming didn't know what she was looking at, and he didn't dare to ask her when she would drive. He just tilted his head and bit off a piece of chocolate with tears on his face.