White Moonlight Regrets It GL MTL

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"Ah?" Ji Qingrong looked at her: "Isn't it the first time you've met?" "

Yes, it's the first time. Then, I have a question..." Yu Chenxue turned to look at her, thinking As she said something, she suddenly noticed the small star earring on her earlobe.

Ji Qingrong had been wearing these earrings before, and Yu Chenxue was already familiar with them. It was only now that she realized that she had seen this style elsewhere.

After searching through various parts of his brain for a long time, Yu Chenxue finally remembered where he had read it. Lu Huixin also wears these earrings. I should have seen it when she was combing her hair.

It is also so beautiful and shining. Shining to the point of blinding.

Seeing that she was silent, Ji Qingrong asked: "Huh? What's the problem?"

Yu Chenxue looked away, no longer focusing on the earrings, sorted out her thoughts, and asked: "What do you think about me and you, and you and yours?" Friends, what's the difference?"

Ji Qingrong pinched the fried chicken and said, "You are my girlfriend, and my friends are my friends."

Yu Chenxue nodded: "Then..."

Yu Chenxue lowered her eyes and continued to touch her arms. cat. The cat closed its eyes and raised its chin, showing a look of great enjoyment, and soon purred. But she still didn't speak.

Ji Qingrong couldn't help but ask: "What about that?"

Yu Chenxue plucked the cat's ears, causing the cat to flick its ears several times quickly: "If I want you to stay away from Lu Huixin for me, will you?" She

said The voice was low.

Ji Qingrong suddenly remembered something. I remembered something Yu Chenxue said when we were in Xu Yunqin's studio.

Ji Qingrong asked hurriedly: "Do you still think she likes me? I think..."

Yu Chenxue shook her head: "I'm sorry, I don't know if she likes you, and I don't want to make any more guesses, but I know I don't like her. . So, I don't really want to see her or hear her."

Ji Qingrong's brain was a little down, and she was a little fussy about words: "This, mainly, when I started my business, she helped me a lot. Then My mother also added her on WeChat. As far as I can, it's hard to avoid it completely. I always have to do it for the sake of face..." "

Your mother also added her on WeChat?" Yu Chenxue was a little surprised, but it seemed like she didn't. So surprised.

Ji Qingrong nodded: "Yes. After singing the song, I added her."

It seems that Wu Yuting really likes Lu Huixin. She added her on WeChat immediately after meeting her for the first time.

Speaking of which, she and Wu Yuting had met twice, and Wu Yuting never asked her for WeChat. What does it mean?

At the same time, she also suddenly realized that judging from the answers she had just received to the questions she had just asked, it was a pity that the problem did not lie with Lu Huixin. The crux of the problem lies elsewhere.

It lies at the level of two people's ideas. It depends on whether you can accept it. It depends on whether Ji Qingrong can realize what he needs.

If this crux has always existed, even if Lu Huixin is gone now, Zhao Huixin, Meng Huixin, Gu Huixin, and Li Huixin will still appear in the future.

The most important thing is not Huixin. Those are just events that happen. To treat a disease, we need to treat the root cause, and to dig out the root of a tree. What she saw were the problems underlying these events. The key point that led to these events is that...

people judge others by themselves.

When she loves someone, she will constantly consider the other person's feelings without being reminded, pay close attention to the other person's subtle emotional changes, and spontaneously meet the other person's needs. Including but not limited to - whether right or wrong, spontaneously stay away from people the other party does not like, and spontaneously remove all obstacles that will make the other party feel eyesore.

Maybe she is a love brain.

So she couldn't understand why Ji Qingrong needed to be reminded about this kind of thing.

Just like how she couldn't understand why Ji Qingrong... would leave so simply after rejecting her confession. Although Ji Qingrong explained the reason, he said that he was worried that he would still be entangled after rejecting the confession. He felt that it would be annoying to always give people hope but not be with them.

In fact, she still couldn't understand it.

Because she, Yu Chenxue, is not that kind of person. She will feel that if she really cares about the other person, it will be difficult to use reason and thinking to stop herself from doing something.

There are really too many things in Ji Qingrong that she cannot understand. There are a lot of things that really don't allow for careful consideration.

If you still can't understand it, it may develop into a kind of doubt in the end, doubting whether Ji Qingrong's feelings for him are love. Just like Wu Yuting seemed to still care about Ji Qingrong, Ji Qingrong always felt that Wu Yuting had no love for her.

From this point of view, Ji Qingrong and Wu Yuting are somewhat similar in terms of emotional expression.

It was indeed Yu Chenxue's first time falling in love, but she always believed that as a healthy relationship, there should be no such doubts.

Maybe it's because I'm greedy. When you are not in love, you will feel that if you can get this person, you will have no regrets in your life. But when you fall in love, the things you need will increase along the way, becoming more and more unsatisfactory.

Obviously before falling in love, she knew what kind of person Ji Qingrong was. But she still talked about it. Maybe we can't blame Ji Qingrong, we can only blame ourselves for asking for too much.

Yu Chenxue looked at her, and any strands of hair fell from her neck to her chest. She did not choose to continue chatting, and suddenly smiled: "Okay."

Her shoulders were as thin as paper, and her skin was extremely pale when reflected by the light. After a while, he suddenly laughed, with a soft and broken feeling in his cleanliness.

Ji Qingrong suddenly felt at a loss: "Huh?"

Yu Chenxue silently touched the cat again, finally let go of it, stood up from the ground, put his hands in his pockets and looked at her: "I will go back to my hometown with my mother tomorrow. "

Huh?"

Yu Chenxue lowered her eyes, took out something from her pocket, took her hand and put it into her palm.

Ji Qingrong was stunned for a moment: "Safety Talisman?"

"Yes," Yu Chenxue nodded, "This is my New Year's gift to you. I want to say that when I am not with you, I also hope that you can be safe." This is what they still

want When they weren't hanging out together, she took advantage of their shooting break to ask for it in the temple.

Yu Chenxue pressed the talisman in her hand again, said "I'll go there first", and walked towards the door.

The amount of information in this matter was a bit too much for Ji Qingrong. Her brain was still unable to process it, so she held her back and said, "Wait." "Huh?

" Yu Chenxue tilted her head.

Ji Qingrong tightened his grip on her: "What does this mean?"

Yu Chenxue raised her head and looked at the ceiling: "During this period, let it stay with you for the time being. I may need to calm down and sort out my various things."

Ji Qingrong held her tighter and tighter: "Yu Chenxue...does this mean you want to break up with me?"

She was really panicked. For her, this kind of thing was like a bolt from the blue. She never thought about separation from Yu Chenxue, she always thought they were good.

"You suddenly said this, I really don't know what to do."

"I never thought about being separated from you. This is the first time I like someone so much. It's the first time I want to be with someone so much. Spend a lifetime together."

"I have even thought about what we will do in the future. What we will do together when we grow old. I think about these things every day, when I eat, and when I sleep. When I think of these, I I'll roll on the bed laughing."

"If there's something I'm not doing very well, I can change it, I really can change it!" "

But, how could you suddenly break up with me unilaterally?"

Ji Qingrong Her thoughts became chaotic and she couldn't put them together, so she quickly asked: "Is it because of Lu Huixin? If you really don't like her, I can tell her..." Yu Chenxue shook her head and grabbed

her hand. , loosened up little by little: "I just want to say that I may need some time to sort everything out. So, let's contact you again after the new year."

Ji Qingrong looked at her: "So it means we will decide whether we want to continue together after the new year? "

Yu Chenxue looked at her: "That's right."

Ji Qingrong's mind exploded with a buzz.

"Good night." After saying the last sentence, Yu Chenxue left Ji Qingrong alone in a daze and walked towards him.

Back to her side, when Yu Chenxue closed the door, Xu Yulian had just come out of the bathroom.

"Have you finished processing it?" Xu Yulian asked with concern while applying facial cream on her face.

Yu Chenxue raised her eyebrows slightly and looked at her, her expression revealing exhaustion: "Well. I'm going back to the room first."

Xu Yulian put down her hands and looked at her steadily: "Okay."

Yu Chenxue nodded slightly, turned around and went in. Own room.

After closing the door, Yu Chenxue sat on the bed. When I looked up, I suddenly felt that the overhead light was a bit dazzling, so I lowered my head again, pulled my fingers, and squeezed my wrist hard.

It was a way she used to relieve stress most of the time, and it usually worked.

But I don't know what happened today. Suddenly, it had no effect at all. It felt like there was a ball of cotton stuck in the chest. Even if I wanted to take a deep breath, I couldn't bring it up.

She had never had such chest tightness and shortness of breath until she was the most seriously ill. That uncomfortable feeling enveloped her whole body, as if it was going to lead her to another world at any moment.

I don't feel comfortable at all. This feeling is really unbearable, like a thorn in my back, and I'm suffering.

Yu Chenxue got up and left her room, walked through the dark living room and towards the guest room where Xu Yulian slept.

After closing the door and walking to the bedside, Yu Chenxue sat quietly for a while, finally took off her shoes and lay gently next to Xu Yulian.

Xu Yulian seemed to have noticed something, and coughed in her sleep.

Yu Chenxue turned sideways and did something she rarely took the initiative to do, that is, gently hugged Xu Yulian.

Breathing slowly up and down, she called her softly: "Mom."

"Um...what's wrong?" After Xu Yulian woke up in a daze, she yawned and put a hand on Yu Chenxue's hand.

"It's nothing," Yu Chenxue closed her eyes and shook her head, "I just want a hug."

Yu Chenxue said, tightening her arms silently.

"Um, oh..." Xu Yulian yawned and touched her hand all the way from her arm to her neck, and finally patted her head, "It's weird..."

In fact, Ji Qingrong only had two friends besides Yu Chenxue. There is no reason (if Lu Huixin counts)

, have you noticed that these two friends took the initiative to find her? She

has never been particularly proactive towards anyone, and some of them are superficial and superficial. If you

think about it, Yu Chenxue He's still a person she would be more proactive in contacting.