Hiiiii chapter today. READ THE ONE BEFORE THIS. It's somewhat important about how I'll be uploading from now on.
(Jake's POV)
The second Johnnie came out of the bathroom, he saw me, he tried shutting the door but I blocked it with my foot and stopped him. He just put his arms on his sides and looked down. Oh god I feel so fcking bad. I regret all that shit I said.
But for now, Johnnie. I looked down at him, "I'm so so so sorry Johnnie. I didn't mean it." "It's fine.." he replied sofly and quietly. He walked up to me and I wrapped my arms around him. He hid his face in my chest and hugged his arms around my waist. He closed his eyes and fell asleep in my arms. Again. I placed him in his bed and walked back to my room; not wanting to have another argument about sleeping in the same bed.
(Johnnie's POV)
I woke up in a cold sweat, in shock. I had a horrible dream. It sounds so childish to say I had a nightmare. But I did. And I hated it, I felt scared alone so I carefully stepped off of my bed and walked to Jake's room. I know we just had a fight. Literally yesterday, but he's the only one that helped me when I was scared.
I twisted the handle of his door and waked in, shutting the door behind me, also locking it for some sort of protection.
I waddled to Jake's bed and sat down trying not to wake him. After trying to choose whether to stay or leave, I got under his covers and moved as close as I could. I was scared.
(Jake's POV)
I couldn't fall asleep all night. I heard my door, open, close, and lock. I immediately shut my eyes, pretending to be asleep. I felt my bed sink down towards the right.
I sat still for a bit until I decided to turn over and peak.
Johnnie.
Why is he here? Why is he shivering? Why does he look scared? What does he need? What is he scared of? All these questions flooded my brain until Johnnie flipped on his side, his back facing me. I was going to mess with him but I felt bad so I just tried to comfort him without letting him know I'm awake.
I sleepily wrapped my arms around his waist and pulled myself closer to him, basically spooning him. I felt one of Johnnie's hands over my arms. He was holding my hand?
He moved around a little and got into a comfortable position. I was comfortable so I wasn't complaining. I was also very tired, so I chose to just fall asleep.
(Johnnie's POV)
I woke up and opened my eyes. I felt a pair of arms around my waist. I looked behind me as much as I could and saw Jake. SHIT. NOT AGAIN.
I quickly tried to get up but Jake woke up. I'm fucked. He stared at me for a few moments while he was waking up. He just opened his eyes and grabbed my hand and pulled me back?
Eventually, we ended up in pretty much the exact. same. position. as last time.
(Jake's POV)
I fully woke up and saw Johnnie on my lap, clinging onto me. He looks so cute when he sleeps.. Wait. What? No. I'm not gay. Am I? No, no, no, and no.
I waited for maybe 10, 20 minutes, just admiring- wait, what? Fine. I was admiring him. But can you blame me! He is a good looking guy! That's a friendly thing to say!
I woke Johnnie up by shaking him gently. He slowly started to wake up by slowly blinking his eyes. He reminds me of a cat in some way. For now, I looked at him softly, "Are you okay?" I asked him gently, not trying to startle him since he just woke up. "Y- yeah.." he replied awkwardly.
After around 20 minutes of talking, Johnnie decided to get up to get changed.
He got up and walked to his closet, he grabbed some clothes and went into his bathroom to change.
About 5 minutes later he came back out with his whole emo outfit with makeup, but his hair looked fine, like without hair spray, maybe he just ran out. Not a big deal. "Run outta hair spray?" I asked him. "Yeah, I'm gonna run to Target, you wanna come?" "Sure, lemme get dressed."
After I got dressed, I called Johnnie over and we left. Of course, Johnnie can't drive, so I drove us to Target.
Once I parked my car at Target, we got out of the car and walked in.
Hope you enjoyed this! I might do another chapter later today. By the way, the uploading schedule description of the last chapter will start next week. Meaning Sunday. AND I might start a different story as well as this one, a solby chapter. What do you think?
Anywayssss, hope you enjoyed. Remember, stay safe. Remember that you may not know it but I love you<3 (platonically ofc) If you EVER need help, my comment section is a safe spot for venting babes. I can and will help as much as I can. You matter, life is worth living for, if you aren't happy, that. is. okay. You are valid. You are loved and everyone knows that. If you are being bullied or abused (emotionally, physically, mentally, etc.) IGNORE THEM AND GET HELP. I know it's very hard to ignore hate and a bit scary to get help, but trust me, they are just jealous of you, and it will be so much better once you get help. I love you, please continue living, it's worth it. <3
(979 Words)
11/30/2023
