Helloooo I never really expected anyone to read this but hello to the 10 people that clicked on this! I hope you liked it, let's starttt..
(TWs: Profanity, eating problems, vomiting, crying, panic?, self harm.)
(STAY SAFE.)
(Johnnie's POV)
I'm a bit nervous to film the 'unboxing' part since we mainly bought food, but I'll have to try. I saw Jake walk into our small studio room we film in, I never realized I was staring until, "Earth to Johnnieee??" Jake said dragging out the 'e' in my name and snapping his fingers in front of my face. "Oh, uh. Yeah, hi" I sounded so fucking nervous. I hope he doesn't notice...
I made it through the video without eating much but I still feel sick. Oh no oh god oh fuck oh no oh shit oh no no no no. I sprinted to the bathroom and hung my head over the toilet and vomited all that I previously ate.
(Jake's POV)
I saw Johnnie run into the bathroom and he didn't shut the door, I decided to go over and before I looked I made sure to knock on the wall. "Can I come in?" I heard him groan then "S- sure.. come on i-" I heard vomiting and I walked in the bathroom and saw Johnnie vomiting.
I sat down beside him and pulled his hair back into a small-ish bun/ponytail. I guided my hand over to Johnnie's back and rubbed his back gently as he vomited and cried. "Hey hey hey, don't cry it's okay.." I turned and gently hugged him and rubbed his back as he cried into my shoulder.
After around 20 minutes of sitting on the floor Johnnie fell asleep. I smiled softly and picked him up. He wrapped his arms around me sleepily and nuzzle his head into my neck. I felt warm blush wash over my face. I snapped out of it and carried him to his bed and gently laid him down.
As I turned around to leave he grabbed my wrist while he was still half asleep and muttered out "S-stay..ple-..ase..." I turned back around and sat on his bed. He wrapped his arm around my chest and I felt that stupid blush wash over my face AGAIN. I LITERALLY HAVE A GIRLFRIEND. AND ME AND JOHNNIE ARE BOTH ARE STRAIGHT. Ugh, if I'm here I might as well sleep.
I got under his bed covers and laid down beside Johnnie. He wrapped his arm around me again and fell back asleep fully. I shut my eyes and prepared for a long day of editing tomorrow.
(Johnnie's POV)
I woke up to the sun shining over my face. I groaned and rolled over and bumped into something. No, more like SOMEONE. Jake. I realized that my arm was over his chest and my leg was wrapped around his waist.
The literal SECOND I tried to move my arm Jake halfway woke up and rolled on his side towards me and wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer. I DON'T GIVE A SHIT. I ADMIT, I'M FUCKING REDDER THAN A FRICKING TOMATO. THE FUCK AM I MEANT TO DO?!
After about 5 minutes of contemplating on what to do, Jake moved again and lowered his head into my neck. AND. He was still sleeping. I don't want to be rude by waking him up. But, what do I do?
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JEVEISBEEHBAHAHHAHEOENSHAHAHABABAHA I'M LEAVING YOU ON A CLIFFHANGERRRR MWAHHAHAHA I'M EVIL. Anywayssss, hope you enjoyed. Remember, stay safe. Remember that you may not know it but I love you<3 (platonically ofc) If you EVER need help, my comment section is a safe spot for venting babes. I can and will help as much as I can. You matter, life is worth living for, if you aren't happy, that. is. okay. You are valid. You are loved and everyone knows that. If you are being bullied or abused (emotionally, physically, mentally, etc.) IGNORE THEM I know it's very hard to ignore hate, but trust me, they are just jealous of you. I love you, please continue living, it's worth it. <3
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11/24/2023
