Scars

Chapter 1

Darcy's POV
I started scrolling through my Twitter feed once again. The tweets ranged from: "you're fat", "why would someone like you be famous", to "I can't believe there are people who want to be like you #disgusting." Today was worse than other days. I couldn't just push off the negative comments. I then closed my laptop and stood in front of my mirror. They're right I am fat. How did I even get here. I am a small town girl from the United States. I ended up being able to achieve my dream of singing and moved to London. I thought a walk might ease my thoughts. Maybe just for a couple moments. So, I got up and slid on a pair of leggings, my Uggs and my favorite sweater. I grabbed my keys and my purse as I walked out of my apartment. I slid my keys into the bag and put it on my shoulders. I rode down the elevator and went out the doors. I took a stroll down the streets and looked up at Big Ben. It was already a quarter past seven. I started to walk back when I felt a pat on my shoulder. I turned around to see Ivory. "Hey," she said. "Hey," I replied. "How are you," she asked. "I'm fine," I said running my hands through my hair. "I know that's a lie now spill it," she said. I just shrugged. "Do you have that same habit Zoey" she asked. I looked at the ground and mumbling, remembering the time she realized I had an eating disorder. "You need to stop that Zoey," Ivory said I didn't say a word I just stood there. "Why don't you come in and eat," she asked. "I-I can't," I said. "Why not," she asked. "I can't," I said simply and looked down. "Come on just something little," she said. "I'm fine," I said. "Fine if you won't eat at least come in and sit down for a little bit," she said. "Fine," I reluctantly said. I walked into her cafe and sat down near the back so I wouldn't get noticed. She went behind the counter and brought back a blueberry muffin and a tea. She sat in the chair in front of me and laid the stuff down in front of me. "I know this won't do any good, but will you please eat this," Ivory asked. "Fine," I reluctantly agreed knowing hadn't ate in a few days. I quickly ate it and drank the tea. After that, I just sat there and thought about how many calories that was. 428...428.. They might look simple, but I only thought about the latter math of that muffin. I quickly got up and rushed to the restroom. I quickly locked the door and started the sink. I stuck my finger in the back of my mouth and waited for all the food to come up. Once it did I stood up and flushed the toilet. I washed my hands and pulled out a breath mint. I unlocked the door and went to where Ivory was sitting. "Why do you do that Zoey," she asked shaking her head in disappointment. "I'm sorry," I said and looked down. "You're my sister, I don't like seeing you like this," she said. "Well I got to go I have a meeting tomorrow," I said quickly getting up. "Hey just remember if you ever want to try and get better I'll always be here to help," Ivory said. I nodded and ran out the door back to my apartment. I grabbed my keys out of my bag and quickly opened my door. Before I could step in Louis stopped me in the hallway. "Hey Zoey," he said. "H-hey," I said. "How are you," he asked. "I'm fine thanks," I said. "Well see you later I have a meeting in the morning," he said. " same here night louis," I quickly ran in and locked the door before I had to talk to anyone else. I ran up to the bedroom and changed. I hopped into bed and stared up into the empty space.

I guess I fell asleep. I stretched and went to the washroom. I took a shower and got dressed in an outfit Sebastian had picked out for me a couple days ago. I quickly put on my makeup and grabbed my purse. I ran out my door sliding my keys into my bag. I sprinted to the elevator and went to the jeep that was waiting for me outside.
I rushed out of the jeep and ran up the stairs. I went into the room that the meeting was supposed to be held in. I walked into the room to see 3 of the 4 members of One Direction.. Crap I thought. I slowly backed up and hit into something.