Monachopsis

- 4: So why didn't you stop me? -

"Kacchan, I got these tickets to go see the new live action all might movie... You wanna... Go with me?"

The two of them are at the spot again, in the silence that follows after they make out but still don't feel like doing anything just yet. Deku is next to him, eyes on his lap. Katsuki pauses, the bottle of water barely touching his lips. He scowls and puts it back in his bag, not feeling thirsty anymore. Why the hell is Deku asking him to hang out like they don't just make out with each other whenever it's convenient. He almost laughs at the situation they are in now.

"Why the fuck would I do that? Just go with your fucking mom Deku."

Deku pauses and does not say anything for a couple of seconds. The silence seems thick, but Katsuki couldn't care less. After a couple of seconds, he deems it the end of the conversation. He shifts over to him, planning to continue what they were doing before. But of course, shitty Deku isn't done yet. 

"I-I mean I could, but I heard you talking about it with your friends a-and-"

Katsuki stops him right then and there, glaring at him.

"What the fuck? You're stalking me now shit nerd?"

Deku turns to him, hands in front of him, quickly stammering out some shitty response. Katsuki stares at his red lips, his scowl deepening.

"I-It's not like that! I just, you guys were in front of me a-and I couldn't not hear you know? I just... wanted to hang out." 

This time Katsuki really does laugh. Who the fuck does this nerd think he is? They aren't friends, they aren't even acquaintances. Deku is just someone Katsuki let's kiss him whenever the feeling arises. Does this idiot really think they're more than that? That Katsuki feels remotely anything like friendship towards him? If so, then he is a bigger fucking idiot then he first thought.

"Deku, why the fuck would i ever want to willingly be around you when you have the ability to talk? I'd rather watch a movie in oncoming traffic."

Deku slowly puts his hands down, big green eyes shining with hurt. As if Katsuki wasn't going to outright reject him, as if there was a small chance, they would end up going to the movies together. He almost looks like he's going to cry, but he just sniffs instead, turning away from him. Katsuki just huffs, waiting for the nerd's small tantrum to go away so that he could shove his tongue down his throat. Something solidifies in that teary gaze, and he mutters, bringing his knees up to his chest.

"Fine. Then you can't kiss me anymore." 

He doesn't meet his eyes, staring at the ground in front of him. It's then that Katsuki gets sick and tired of his bullshit. He bolts off of his spot and slams the nerd's shoulder against the wall, making him meet his eyes. He looks surprised for a second, before he instantly puts his scarred hands to the bottom half of his face, covering his mouth. This little piece of shit... 

"You really think that's a fucking threat me you piece of shit?! Is your head that empty that you really think-!" 

"If it isn't a threat then why are you getting so mad?!" 

Deku's words come out muffled under his hands, and his eyes are still teary. Katsuki feels his eye twitch, and his hand tightens around Deku's shoulder, continuing to push him back. He glares at him for a good minute. He doesn't give a shit if the nerd kisses him or not! No fucking way. His head must be screwed fucking loose if he really thinks that Katsuki is threatened by this.

That extras face flashes into the forefront of his mind. Him touching Deku's arm, squeezing his hand, looking at him like that. He doesn't even realize that he's digging his nails into Deku's shoulder until he feels the skin between his nails. He relaxes, and lets him go, face still harsh. This one time, he will let Deku be a little bitch one time. 

"Fine. I'll go see that stupid ass movie with you. But don't even think for a second, I'll enjoy it. This is the last fucking time you'll ever get anything like this so i suggest you fucking savor it you piece of shit."

He knows the moment he looks at Deku's face that his previous sentence is falling on deaf ears. He's just looking at him, hands uncovering his mouth and resting on his knees, his eyes shining. Not with tears, but with happiness. Like he's overjoyed that Katsuki was forced to say yes to his stupid request. At least he's not making that fucking face to that extra.

"Thank you kacchan! The reviews were really good, so I know you'll really love it!" 

That's how he finds himself at the mall, Deku at his side, nervously rambling on about the movie that starts at eight. Katsuki glares at the bastard next to him, who knowingly fucking told him to meet up right after school, at five. The conniving piss ant catches him glaring, only to return a nervous smile.

"Is there anything you want to see first kacchan?"

Of course there fucking isnt because he thought they were going to go straight into the movie and leave. He should have known that Deku wasn't going to let him go that fucking easy. He can't beat his ass when there are so many people around, and he doubts he would actually do any beating if he took him to a secluded place.

"Your casket."

Deku quickly looks around at the people passing them, all going to stores and talking loudly. Then he looks back at him, clearly more flustered and embarrassed. Katsuki shoves his hands deep in his pockets and bites down another remark about wanting to see his coffin, but refrains. Especially when Deku stops, looking at a store. 

Katsuki grumbles, forced to stop too. 

"What the fuck are you," 

As he speaks, he looks at the store the nerd is so mesmerized by. A comic bookstore showcasing a number of All Might comics, in celebration for the movie. Deku looks at him, clearly holding something back. Katsuki rolls his eyes and walks in, the nerd excitedly following behind him.