I can wash myself millions of times until I start to feel 'clean'.
I can start therapy to help myself heal from what you did to me.
I can visit the places you did that to me and make new, happy memories there.
I can let new people touch me without getting flashbacks to you SA'ing me.
I can sit next to people on the bus without having anxiety attacks.
I can feel comfortable in my body, knowing in 2 years, you won't be there.
I can carry on with my life, without getting myself justice.
You can carry on with your life, without any consequences.
But I'll always know what you did to me.
YOU ARE READING
give me back my girlhood
Non-FictionTrigger warning for sexual assault, grooming, mental health issues and suicidal thoughts/attempts This is my vent book about my SA trauma, I use this as one of my coping mechanisms, to help other victims and to bring awareness.
