Guilty | Woosan 18+

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"Felix?" I repeated again and looked around in order to find the other. It was bizarre that he just went somewhere without telling me. Maybe he just thought that I would need longer and thus he went somewhere else. But he knew that I didn't know where everything was.

I wanted to sink in the floor. It was so awkward to walk around like a little lost child. And what was even more embarrassing was that the handsome man's door was still opened, which I forgot about. Great.

My feet brought me downstairs in order to search for Felix in the living room, where I gladly finally found him sitting on the couch, checking his phone.

"What are you doing here?" I asked him, relieved to finally be able to sit down properly. Felix' eyes met mine. He scanned me from top to bottom, which made me question the outfit I put on.

Felix tilted his head and patted with his flat hand next to him in order to signalize me that I should sit down right next to him. "You look nice" he commented with a soft smile, which showed his dimples.

He ignored my question, which wasn't awful yet I was a bit distracted from his sudden urge to sit in the living room. "Thanks" I thanked him for the sudden compliment and fixed my hair for a second because I wanted to look nice.

I bit my underlip. The urge to finally get to know about the story between his cousin and him rose and rose. I finally wanted to know why Felix unliked his cousin San so much.

Maybe this wasn't for my ears and maybe I should've waited longer to ask Felix what everything was about yet my curiosity led me to finally ask him about it.

"May you tell me why you weren't happy that your cousin is here?" I whispered unsurely. I didn't want him to feel uncomfortable yet he brought me to his family. It wasn't unusual that someone asked questions in this position.

He wanted me to meet them and there I was. Sitting in the luxurious majestic living room that looked like one from Christmas movies and tried to figure out what the whole situation was about.

Felix mood changed again. His smile faded, his dimples disappeared. He looked down, his eyes now glued on the beautiful red carpet that laid on the wooden floor.

He opened his mouth a bit. "It's complicated" Felix said in a weird tone that I simply couldn't describe. I bit my underlip. His response showed me that he really didn't want to explain it yet I was still curious. I didn't know how I should talk to the cousin.
Would he dislike me too just because I was Felix' boyfriend?

"See, San was always a bit...complicated. He wasn't the nicest guy in school, rather a bully. Moreover, he had very weird friends and drank a lot. Still he was good in school, very good. When it came to maths he was a genius" Felix suddenly started, which surprised me.

I thought that he really wouldn't tell me anything about the conflict between the two of them. But now that he started to actually talk about him, I was grateful.

My mind suddenly revolved around the man that I saw standing in front of the window a few minutes ago. He was a genius? An expert when it came to maths even though he had cool friends and went to parties a lot? Interesting.

"So?" I carefully asked when Felix paused for a moment. He sighted loudly and put his hand on my thigh still not searching for eye contact between us

"His father and my father own the companies Choi Group and Lee Group. And when it came to the question, who would become the next CEO both chose San to be the next CEO. He's actually already the CEO of Choi Group because his father wanted to quit his job sooner" he finished.

My eyes widened. Now I got my answer to why Felix had to study economics yet I didn't grasp that they both wanted San, his cousin, to be the next CEO. His own father chose his brother's son over his own to take over the company? Why would a young man need two big companies?

"B-But why him and not you?" I asked Felix with furrowed eyebrows. I couldn't imagine how bad he had to feel now that they even wanted to discuss business in the cabin we stayed at. They completely left Felix out. It wasn't fair at all, at least it didn't sound very fair.

Felix shook his head. "That's a good question. Maybe because he's a born CEO. He's cold and bold, always honest and loves his work" Felix said pretty unsurely. One could hear the pain in his voice and I felt bad for him too since I know that he had studied his whole life for this.

Felix was a great student, the best in his department. He was well known and always polite. He was known for being the top student. Every professor knew about him. And still, his cousin got to take over both companies.

"I am very sorry that this happened to you" I said and slightly hugged the other from the side. Felix leaned against me and showed me a little painful smile.

My heart clenched thinking about all the effort Felix had made just to satisfy his parents yet his description made something with me.

Now I knew that San was cold, a born CEO, just like Felix said. Maybe he was as rude as Felix described him as but maybe he was actually different. And maybe I just wanted to force myself into thinking that he wasn't too bad

But as a CEO he was probably a well known and desired man. Both, woman and man would've probably killed to just get to know him or go on a date with him.

I still didn't know how old San was but telling from his voice he didn't seem too old. But why did I ask myself so many questions? Why did I think about my boyfriend's cousin so much?

And why did I feel aroused thinking about the fact that he was cruel and bold and cold. And a business man at young age.