Shy

chapter 12

I played my music and ran myself a hot bath I got in and just relaxed for a moment thinking of nothing

After a hour I got out of the bath when someone knocked on my door "coming" I said realising I'm only in a towel "give me a minute please" I said and got dressed quickly

I opened the door and saw Jimin "what are you doing?" He asked looking into my room "I was having a bath I'm feeling a bit stressed" I mumbled and he walked in looking at my desk "did your mom send you?" I asked giggling as he walked into my bathroom

"Uh no why?" He asked and I shook my head "it's nothing" I said and looked at him "so can I help you Jimin? I want to get some sleep" I said yawning

"You must be exhausted" Jimin said smiling at me taking a strand of my hair and placing it behind my ear I took a step back when our skins made contact I can't touch him and I can't allow him to touch me

He looked at me confused "what's wrong?" He asked taking a step towards me "nothing why?" I answered taking another step back he looks at me frustrated and grabs my arm

"Why are you doing this again? I thought we were past this?" He said annoyed and my heart skipped a beat

"What are you talking about?" I asked pulling my hand from his grasp he got angry he walked over to my door closed and locked it he then walked over to me and shoved me into the wall.

"This acting like this one minute I can touch you the next moment you back up, or you'll look at me today but then you won't tomorrow what's going on?" He asked frustrated and I looked at the floor

"You see just like now earlier you looked at me now you won't" he said softly and I felt my eyes tear up oh god not now please not now

I pushed him off me gently and walked to my bathroom I closed the door and washed my face "get a grip y/n" I whispered to myself

I turned around seeing him in the bathroom staring at me I walked past him and back into my room

"I like you y/n" he said to me and sat on my bed he has a funny way of showing it "I can't Jimin, your dating my best friend" I said softly and got under my covers "I'll  break up with her, I only wanted to see how you feel about me that's all" he said stroking my hair

I sat up and looked at him "oh no you don't, Jimin she is sensitive if you break up with her make sure the reason is that you don't like her and not because you want to be with me I'll never do that to her she's a hopeless romance" I snapped at him feeling annoyed now

I really wish this bitch can make the fucking effort to listen to me so now and again she is going to get hurt badly again....

"Why are you acting this way? You snap at me for using your friend but you stare at my lips" he asked frustrated god I did it again

"It's a habit Jimin" I said rolling my eyes "ah stop with the bullshit already" he snapped at me damn he gets mad quickly "you know I want to be with you, and you clearly want to be with me" he snapped and my eyes widen did he just

"Just be honest with yourself for once and you'll see all your stress will melt away" he said cupping my cheeks "you like me?" I asked him still shocked "are you crazy? I don't just like you I go nuts for you" he said staring at my lips "and I know you feel the same way too" he finished looking at my eyes again

"Yes I do but not this way Jimin, I don't want Lilly to get hurt so that I can be with you, it's unfair" I said pushing him away from me gently "so you'll suffer just to keep your friend happy?" He asked a bit confused

"Yeah she has been through a lot Jimin" I mumbled Layng down again "please go before she wakes up and sees you in here" I mumbled and he left

Great now what do I do I can't sleep it's almost time to wake up but wait it's Saturday so I can sleep in can't I yeah I still have some time to sleep

I rolled around in my bed trying to fall asleep "y/n time to eat" I heard Jimin I sat up and looked at the time you've got to be fucking kidding me it's already time to get up and I didn't get any sleep I'll just try to sleep more after lunch I guess

"Holly shit what happened to you?" Mr Park asked kissing my head "morning dad" I answered him and yawned I'm so tired "did you get any sleep in?" I heard Jin and looked at him "no- I mean yes I did" I said realising Jimin was there as well

"Are you sure because you look like shit" Mr Park asked playfully "honey" I heard Mrs Park "yeah dad I'm sure" I said giggling and Lilly looked at me a bit weird

"You okay Lilly?" Mrs Park asked her and she nodded "yes I'm okay thank you mam" she said and I sat down "why are you staring at y/n like she is going to steal Jimin?" She asked and Jimin and I chocked the same time Mr Park laughed at our reactions

"It's just she never hugs her mom or give her any affection but she does it to you and Mr Park" Lilly explained and I rolled my eyes I saw Jimin giving me a soft smile

"That is because you can't give a robot any affection" I said looking at her and she stares at me even more confused

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