miserable • han centric

𝐢𝐟 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐊𝐢𝐬𝐬 𝐌𝐞 𝐌𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐞 𝐈𝐭'𝐥𝐥 𝐀𝐥𝐥 𝐆𝐨 𝐀𝐰𝐚𝐲?

After a few minutes they started getting hungry, so Felix got up from the bed and moved jisung carefully not trying to wake him up from his nap, but he failed " where are you going?" jisung asked with his eyes closed and messy hair as he spring up from his shared bed with felix " nowhere baby, just stay here ima get food for us" felix replied, swiftly moving jisungs that was blocking his eyes, but he moved it near his ears,

he leaned in jisungs ear and whispered "stay here and look pretty for me, okay?" felix smiled, jisung nodded dumbly, felix kissed jisungs forehead and neck, "your so cute" felix exclaimed and kissed jisungs cheek, "oops i got to carried away, i'll go make us food now okay?'' Felix got out of bed and turned to jisung "okay" jisung replied calmly cause of how sleepy he was.

jisung plopped back onto the bed and heard soft snores again, felix went in the kitchen and saw minho on the couch drinking coffee, felix skipped his regular greeting because of what happened yesterday and just pulled out a pan, sausages, and eggs along with some seasoning to season the eggs from the cabinet and fridge, minho turned his head at felix swiftly, glaring at him blankly.

jisung was in his bed sleeping, and snoring softly with his mouth opened, he was having the best sleep ever and he didn't want it to end

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but until he had to wake up because of construction noises outside, he huffed as he had his eyes closed and brought his hands to his face and rubbed his eyes to wake him up a little from his good sleep until someone had to ruin it, he rolled his eyes and removed the blanket that's covering his smooth legs, he got up and went to the bathroom that's just across Felix's room, he brushed his teeth with and extra one from the cabinets and showered singing songs, and humming

it was a peaceful day, and he didn't want it to end all if he had to repeat this routine he would gladly do it, although it might get tiring, it's not that bad like how it is every other day, anyways he went outside the bathroom and breathed in, scared to go outside after yesterday

he just wanted nothing to change, he wanted it to be a normal day.

jisung breathed out and twisted the door knob, he stepped outside the door and walked down the hallways with a blank face not trying to look obvious, jisung walked to the kitchen where felix was cooking food, "hey baby" jisung smiled and hugged felix as he was cooking but was careful to burn himself and felix so he hugged his back instead, "hello" felix smiled "you should go back to sleep im not done yet"

"nah i'll rather not, i can stay here with my cute, fairy, angel boyfriend" jisung kissed felix's neck, " yah isn't it supposed to be the other way around?" felix smirked "nope doesn't have to be!" jisung whined and sneaked his head through

felix's neck "i don't think you'll be saying that under me in the bed" felix giggled, jisung shot his eyes opened "what?! hey theres people here you pervert" jisung smiled and giggled "oh i forgot" felix laughed with jisung

after the food was done felix and jisung ate on a small table that had 3 chairs, they both ate their breakfast and juice, "im surprised you didn't burn anything" jisung said smirking, felix rolled his eyes at jisung "yeah yeah, tell me when you're done imma go get something from my room ." felix looked at minho swiftly suspiciously and than at jisung, he leaned in jisungs

ear and whispered "yell out my name if he does anything to you that makes you uncomfortable." felix kissed jisungs forehead for a short period of time and walked away to the hallway and turned a right to his room to gather things from his room

jisung continued to eat his food, luckily his back was facing minho so he wouldn't have to look at him, but he was curious, so he turned his head and saw minho laying down facing the tv with on leg up and one down while holding the controller, if he didnt have a bad relationship with the group maybe they would have been talking about different topics by now, maybe they would have been going out to eat, they would have been like how stay described or thought how they were, soulmates.

maybe matching bracelets and necklaces, maybe even rings, he played with his food and chopsticks, he really missed pre-debut days, but he couldn't understand why? why did they start to avoid him during levanter era? there's so many questions unanswered and he needs them now, but he didn't want to ask minho all of the sudden, maybe its better for when it comes, oh fuckity fucks, minho caught him looking at him, jisung turned back to his food and got up from his seat holding plate "wait han- jisung-ah" minho stuttered over his words and called out jisung getting up from the couch "what" jisung answered, not turning back walked to the kitchen to clean his plate

"can i just please apologize? im sorry i should've been more understanding-" "minho...i think it's too late to apologize" jisung replied as softly as he can and clear "wh-what do you mean?" "minho i've waited years for you to notice, i was depressed for the last 4 years, and felix was the only one there for me, you guys ignored me daily i was practically screaming in pain, and you guys never paid attention to me, chan only asked if i was okay and told me that everything was gonna be alright in the most 'fake' tone and that was enough to fill my heart because of how ignorant you guys were'' jisung broke down in pieces like glass on the floor one by one that nobody could fix or glue back together, it was a scar, a big one

-sorry for the bad smut last chapter☹️ ill make it up some time or some day! hapoy reading :D

-brii💗