I feel trapped by my own emotion,
I feel held captive by thoughts and feelings that I don't know if are real.
It's deafening all the noise in my mind,
It's your not good enough,
You're not what they want,
You did something wrong and now your being punished.
It's always back and for and I don't if it's me or the little monster haunting my mind.
But isn't that monster me, isn't that other voice also my own.
All I want is peace and quiet,
The silence of just my own thoughts,
The reassurance never last long nor does it really sink in.
Most of the time I just nod my head and say yeah I know.
Knowing my mind doesn't believe the words I here.
Just go through the motions it yells,
Just do what everyone else is doing cause they all think your odd anyway,
My mind says what's the point they don't like you anyway but all I want to know is when is this all going to stop.
When am I going to feel ok?
When will I feel normal?
But your not normal nor will you ever be.
Do you really have to play the role that everyone puts you in.
They say someone else will heal you but you heal yourself.
Are you really supposed to be enclosed in this small box.
I want to break free.
I want to let my soul explore every inch.
Every feeling every new bit of personality.
I don't want to be stuck in the box any more.
Boxes are real they are figments if you're imagination.
You are who you are and no one can tell you no.
Discover and explore.
Explore you.
Explore what it is to be you.
Break the chains. Break the chains.
Let your voice be louder.
Let your words be heard.
You are not alone.
People love you no matter who you are.
Break the chains. Break the chains.
Run run you can catch them.
Who are they, they are you.
You can live to your full potential.
Explore every cranny of your soul.
You are not that little voice inside your head.
Those little monsters that plague your thoughts will disappear.
Let those walls fall so low you feel every bit of every emotion.
Every little bit of personality, mind and soul.
Remember no place should go unexplored.
