What is it like?

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Anxiety.
Uncertainty.
Helpless.
Misfit.

Wanting to feel normal but you don't.
Feeling as if you are not enough of a man.
Seeing someone else in the mirror.

Seeking approval of people who will never accept you.
Question after question.
Sometimes feeling like you don't fit in.
Unlearning old habits.

Freedom.
But not always the freedom you want.
Scared to use the right bathroom.
Not wanting to cause a scene.
Running running running.

Self love.
Falling in love with the person you are becoming.
Seeing glimpses of the man you want to see.
Excitement for what the future hold.

Gaining confidence because your not trapped anymore.
People who love you for who you are.
Chosen family.
Learning about who you are for real.
Learning to finally love yourself. 

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