You said you would always be by my side.
You said that you we were always going to be there.
You used me and played me like a fiddle.
Came running to me when you were in need of attention.
Attention that you weren't getting elsewhere.
Walking all over me and then spitting me out like a piece of unwanted food.
Making me out to be the only one who was in the wrong.
Assuming that I know nothing and you know everything.
Ignoring me when we are together for someone else who's attention you want more.
Saying you stand by me and then don't ever show up.
Trying to get out of everything so you can spend time else where.
You dropped me like I meant nothing to you.
Invisible
Left behind
Invisible is what I am until you need me.
Your eyes just flit over me like I am a ghost.
I sit there in the corner or the chair and watch you socialize with everyone but me.
Erased
You try to erase little parts of our past, our friendship.
No longer do you invite me come over.
Always wanting me to come to you.
Miles and miles of driving in the light and in the dark.
Trips and destinations but driving to you first.
Leaving in the middle because what I had planned bores you.
Telling my business to anyone and everyone
Questioning if you are really my best friend or just a bestfriend of convenience.
Drama, drama, drama.
Conflict all the time.
What happened to the easy and effortless.
Loss of respect.
The rose colored glasses have been lifted.
But I am the one to blame, but you ditched me.
