The Heart's Musings

Five Times

I saw her five times

And each time,I fell for her more.

She made me feel as high as the skies

And warmed me to the core

The first time, I saw her nails

Painted the brightest neon green

And against the black colour of the car

Her hand resting on its windowsill

The second time, I heard her laugh

I didn't know how i recognised it.

How a lovers knows his other half

I just knew it.

The third time, i saw and felt her smile.

But ot wasn't directed to me,

But to another guy by her side,

And their intertwined hands hurt me.

The fourth time, I bumped into her.

But then I saw the tears in her eyes.

It was like a knife to the heart.

And before I could stop her, she ran away with tiny cries.

The fifth time, I saw her holding a box

Walking towards a truck in which,

There were more of them.

And I realised what was to come next.

So I tried to be brave and tell her my name

To be her friend, to be her same.

But she just smiled sadly and shook her head

And walked away to the other end

But that place was far out of my reach

For me to pull her back to mend

I thought she was the sun and I, the moon

And that I needed her to shine

But I know now that she had no room

In her heart for mine

Now I'm sitting on my bed

Writing this story

And I realised I had no role in her end

And that she wasn't sorry

But it's alright

Don't feel sorry for me

Because after all that

I just knew we wern't meant to be.

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A/N:

Hiii

It's been a long day without you my friend

Aaaaannndddd....the rest of the lyrics wouldnt make sense in this situation.

So yes! Long time no write/sob. (Seriously it would be nice to know that these wierd sorry excuses of poems actually make u feel slightly emotional.)

Yup...those are big dreams....

Anyways I had already written the A/N for this once and boy was it looong but it got deleted (stupid phone!) and so you will actually get a short one Sorry :P

Anyways

read 'Not Even A Speck Of You' by paper_cuts34 because its effing beautiful (and also she writes waay better poems than i do ;P just saying)

They say if you swear then you feel passionately about the thing you're talking about 

Cute, fictional guys for everyone! (Though some of them are reserved for me mwahahaha *coughs and hacks*)

Love and words,

Charlie Tango £>