even a picnic he prepared for us
it's my time
i'll meet mom and dad
i'm happy to be with them after such a long time
i even wore a pretty dress on my last day
i held his hand
and he held mine
we walked through seoul
my home
i felt loved
and i felt like loving him
i loved my life
great education
great family, if they were with me or not, i loved them
great friends who visted me here almost everyday
a perfect lover
i suffered alone
but i decided to do so
it was my decision and i chose dying instead of getting the surgery
now i don't have to think about that anymore
in heaven everything will be easier
i needed jake
he completed my life
this time mom isn't here to say i should wake up
so it's really happening
it's my time now
jake, please don't be sad
i loved the time with you
now you need to find someone else to love
don't mind about me, i wish you will find someone who isn't sick and who can give you back all the love that you give
that girl will be lucky
lucky to have you
i'm a bit jealous, yeah
our time was way too short
i'm so sorry...
i should have talked to you earlier
i liked you for more than the time you like me
since the first day we all started studying, my eyes catched you
everytime i was in hospital while you were having class
i thought about if you might noticed me not being there
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