love is to dark for me

Chapter 26 - Night Of Bond :)

Summer and skye are the only ones that ever stuck to that

Are his words lies? Should I trust him? I really do not know, he acts kind to me like no other but he can also get extremely angry

Anger only leads too violence

Violence only leads too hurt

I feel like I'm finally going insane

The voices I have started too hear make me feel insane.

I look up seeing killian shirtless in some joggars staring at me, leaving me breathless

"like it,huh?" he says smugly in pride

I ignore him laying down staring at the celling and i feel him soon get in the bed beside me

He grabs my waist pulling me close too him and his arms wrap themselves around my waist

No one ever hugged me like that

Held me like this.

I don't even move I just tense up, stiff as fuck

"you can relax, I'm not going too hurt or touch you, just hold you, it'll help you sleep and it'll help me too, for your protection" he reassures me pulling me closer my head now lay against his chest as i turn too look at him having to lift my head slightly

Dang tall guy

His chest warm and smooth as i place my hand beside my head he smirks as i look up.

"La mia bella ragazza" he says in Italian (my beautiful girl)

"you seem too forget i understand Italian, Sig. Bianchi" i say with a laugh (mr Bianchi)

"no sweetheart, Voglio che tu capisca" he says back half in Italian aswell again (i want you too understand)

"hmm" i hum in amusement

His girl

I shouldn't like that

But i do.

Summer's pov:

Walking too the bedroom that belongs too luca after izzy had her moment

I am so worried

I need too sleep

I need to calm

Luca follows behind me, I don't react

I don't even have too get ready cause I got ready before all that

I sit on the bed as luca stares at me as if he's in a trance, what is his problem?!

"what else to you hide summer?" he asks but it's as if he thought it and wasn't meant too say it

"that's for me to know and you too discover" i mumble as he walks over too me

"let me discover it then" he says as he sits besides me and pulls me so I'm leaning against him my head against his chest

"what's the point, you know the worst of it" i mumble feeling numb as always

Difference is I think my body's telling me too feel instead of it's normal thoughts telling me too go numb

Strange

"so there is more" he says and i just stay silent not knowing how to reply

I don't even know

It's only another abuse story

I susvived it

It doesn't matter that much

I've been through worse

Carter and Leo were worse

They made Eric's and Tracy's abuse look like nothing, they made there place look like heaven

Or is that just what I've made myself believe

Eric and Tracy are the reason, I didn't socialise anymore because they ruined my last of hope for me

They really made me think they were different

They weren't

That broke me

So maybe they are important to my story

I don't know

I just sat there leaning in Lucas chest and eventually he pulls us down laying down together my top half lay on his body

I actually feel relax

"you can trust me, please trust me, I will protect you with my heart, soul and body" he desperately says

"they all said something like that but all seemed too turn out the same" i say too gin in low voice

"i'm different, we're different" he said as he hold me tighter and closer

"you are mine too protect and i will protect you from anything" he mutters "you might but who can protect me from my mind" i say alittle louder and stronger this time

"i can help with that too, I can ease your mind if you let me" he said with a hint of lo-

No no

Couldn't be

I'm imagining it

He doesn't love me

"i do" he says, did i say that out loud?

WAIT

HE DOES?

"what?" i say in pure utter shock, love? Love form someone who isn't izzy is new too me

People don't care about me

I'm a nobody

"i love you summer you may not accept that but I do, my every thought ever since we met had been about you" he explains further

"love?" i question in suprise

"yes love" he says I turn too him and he leans in giving me a peck on the lips, sweet but passionately

Love

Huh..

I'm sure there are so many pretty girls who would easily want him, why me?

I'm nothing special

Am i?

I just stare at him while he stares at me

"sleep Mi belleza" he half demands me in Spanish (my beauty)

His

His

His

Wait his??!

"night gorgeous" he says as he just keeps staring even if he's tired

"night luca" i say nervously

Nervous?

Strange

I close my eyes after a minute of that thought running through my head

What a long day it has been.

Lets see what happens tomorrow

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How do we like it?

Slightly shorter chapter as i wanna start the next on a new day or something yk

Anywho thought?

Love you all lots ❤️❤️