𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐍𝐄𝐖 𝐘𝐎𝐑𝐊//𝐁.𝐄

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐄𝐍

TW: sexual activity (mhm)

I felt the someone playing with my hair and I opened my eyes and the first thing I felt is the one of the most comfortable pillows I've ever laid my head on

I groaned and heard a chuckle and looked at a very cute Billie and noticed I was on top of her and the pillow I was sleeping on must've been her boobs— Jesse stop thinking about them before she can feel how hard I can get

"My eyes are up here" She chuckled and I groaned burring my head in her boobs making her laugh

"They are so comfortable" I said and she chuckled shaking her head

"Thank you, but really, get the fuck off me 'cause I've been holding my pee since I woke up and that was about twenty minutes ago" She said and I chuckled and pulled her in a kiss and she stopped me

"Wha-" I said and she smiled

"Pee than kiss" She said and I laughed and got off her and followed her as she got in the bathroom. She was wearing a tank top and shorts and fuck me she looks hot

After a few minutes Billie came back and jumped on top of me and I laughed laying down with her straddling my lap. I looked at her and guilt filled my lungs, fuck I can't hurt her like this, she will be in so much pain but I also need her so much, maybe she'll agree with one night only, hopefully

"So, today I was thinking of going with Scarlet to get some things down in the village" She said and I hummed playing with the hum of her vey large t-shirt

"Do you need money?" I asked and she immediately shook her head and I eyed her making Billie smile. God that smile, no- I- I have to stop thinking of Billie like she will somehow be someone for me, she is hot and she had some impressive breasts and she's so cute and pretty and I wanna spend the day cuddli— what am I even saying? I, Jesse Rutherford, don't cuddle, I haven't done this since Devon and don't plan on doing then again, ever

"I should get ready, and so do you" I hummed and she melted leaning to kiss me and before I could pull away I felt her lips and my body melted at her gentle touch"Let's go" She whispered and I stood there frozen, watching her go to find something to wear

"I like the blue dress, it's pretty" I said and she smiled taking it out

"You think?" I hummed and she smiled and skipped toward the bathroom and I groaned covering my face with my hands and laid down on her bed that smells like her, vanilla

I am a horrible person, I am gonna brake every piece of her heart. The heart made from pure gold that I would kill for if someone breaks it, including myself, of course

She is such a pure soul and I want her the best, she deserves it and that is not me. I will never be enough for Billie

"You ain't gonna dress?" She asked and I hummed standing up but she stopped me, her acrylics making their way up my hand, she was worried"You okay? You seem sad" She asked and I forced a smile

"Perfect, I am not in the mood to work, that's all" She knew that something else was the cause but let it slide with a hum

"Okay" She whispered and I grabbed her hand and placed a soft kiss on her hand then went away to change. I changed in a navy blue suit with a white shirt and a navy blue tie. Today's gonna be a shit day, yay

We had breakfast and Scarlet was so happy to go in the village with Billie and Billie was excited to visit so when they weren't looking I asked one of my men to look after them, I don't want that Matthew guy be after her. Billie talked a lot about him and how much fun they had so I'm gonna make sure he ain't seeing her