THE UNREQUITED LOVE

28.

Something in my stomach flipped, and my breath became heavy but soon that desirable feeling was replaced by an insecure one. He noticed that he hovered above me and cupped my face, he looked into my eyes and asked worriedly,

"What's wrong Strawberry?"

My mouth became dry as I wasn't able to speak anything, feeling too insecure about my body as no one had ever seen what was beneath, those ugly scars, those marks, I was ugly beneath these clothes. He rested his forehead on mine and pleaded,

"Talk to me YN"

I looked at him and whispered,

"Scars..."

"Shhh~"

He put his finger on my lips and stopped me from saying anything further. He pecked my lips and spoke,

"Don't you dare to say anything about that beautiful body of yours"

I chuckled sadly and spoke,

"Anything but beautiful"

"What made you feel that you are not beautiful?"

I looked into his eyes which showed nothing but concern right now, I inhaled deeply and replied,

"I gave birth to the kids, I hurt myself and got beaten so many times, and now I have so many scars"

"Those are not scars YNah~ these are the sign that you are a warrior"

"Trust me I don't feel disgusted or sympathetic about all this I feel proud"

"I feel proud, of how strong you are"

A lone tear escaped from my eye, no one ever said those things to ever, I used to feel so insecure but today for the first time in a while I felt more accepting. Taehyung wiped away my tears gently and spoke,

"Now allow me to show you your beauty"

I chuckled and nodded to receive a spank on my ass immediately, I winced, frowned, and look at him in disbelief, he smirked and reminded me,

"Words, Strawberry"

I rolled my eyes only to receive another slap on my exposed thigh now, I frowned in confusion and asked,

"Now what?"

"Roll those pretty eyes at me again and I'll fuck you like no one ever did"

I clenched my thighs together hearing the last words not that I ever had sex with someone other than him but I liked the way he talked to me during this time, I could never imagine myself liking someone ordering me around but here I was being submissive to...my husband...it felt weird to say him that but it is what it is.

He kissed my jaw using his teeth and tongue occasionally making me arch my back, he traveled to my neck and licked a very particular which made me whine uncontrollably, as he noticed the change in my reaction he teased that spot making me squirm under him, I almost moaned as he bites that spot oh so gently and licked it afterward soothing the pain away.

He pulled away and proudly looked at the hickey he had just given me, he traced his finger over it making me hiss in pain, he chuckled while smirking and spoke,

"I marked you mine"

I knew he didn't mean a word he just spoke but a major part of me felt something, which I was afraid to name. He licked his lips hungrily and ordered,

"Arch up, Strawberry"

And my body listened to his words automatically, he hovered above me and pulled the zipper down. Goosebumps spread over my skin as my warm body came in contact with cold sheets, he kissed my jaw once again and whispered in my ear,