♡ 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 - Eclipse!Jake X Fem!Reader (PBB AU)

[CH 5]- Sapphires and Amethysts

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[5] 𝘚𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘩𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘈𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘺𝘴𝘵𝘴
💙 Synopsis: A surge of unknown memories fill [Y/N]'s head, in which she so desperately tries to find answers for. No one wants to answer, however, as nothing more but fear fills their minds and traps them for whoever knows how long it'll be. 💜
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(7189 Words) (IM BACK!!!) (I SWEAR IM SORRY)

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These thoughts in my head... they're all so loud.
Suffering in this endless torture of pure screams.

The agony rotates their souls, but I'm different.
I can't experience what humans feel anymore.

That nasty sword of his is the reason why they're all dying.
He gave himself for the sake of humanity, I can't remember if I did too.

But even so, what did humanity pay us in return?
Why... Why can't I remember anything...?

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Are these thoughts overwhelming your head?
Are you... losing that grip of sanity that you once proclaimed you had?

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💙 [Y/N]'s POV:
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Ever since I managed to help out at the Eclipse base, I haven't felt well at all. I know for sure that I'm not sick, nor do I crave for some sleep.

Just... Something feels absolutely weird. Odd, even.

As if I'm missing something from my life.

Each day went out the same. I got to spend time with my parents in the morning ever since the incident, since they didn't want to lose me anymore. Or... because something scares them, even.

Then, I would hang out with Jake, Amelie and Tess each time we had the chance and practice for the Contest. Amelie was always the one teaching me, given she had the experience.