Toxic | Mattheo riddle

Lia

This is Lia:

"She was beautiful" I looked at the picture Mattheo was holding in his hand, showing Lia

Lia didn't look anything like me, she had blond hair and- ... now why am I comparing myself to Mattheo's dead ex girlfriend, that's so wrong of me

"She was" he smiled

"Do you think about her a lot?" I asked him

"Everyday" he responded not taking his eyes off the picture

I sighted getting up from his bed taking another one of his cigarettes

"Huh how about you, with your brother?" He lifted his eyes up

"Yeah, I do, but most of the time it's to remind myself of how I should of been the one dying that night" I lighted up my cigarette

"Don't say that!" He spat back

"What? It's true, it's my fault" I raised my tone

"Doesn't mean you deserve it"

"I don't know" I brushed it off calming myself down

I passed him the cigarette, as he lied down on the bed.

"Come here" he gestured with his hands with the cigarette in his mouth

"Why" I smiled

"Don't you want to cuddle with the most handsome man in the planet" he raised his eyebrows

"Get over yourself, besides I didn't take you for the cuddling type of person" I climbed on his bed laying next to him

"Well I'm full of surprises" he grabbed my chin to kiss me
As I pulled back I smiled at him, putting my head on his torso. He putted his hand in my hair, brushing it with his fingers.
He was...sweet? We were acting like a couple, and it was scaring me to be honest.

"You know we still have that slughorn dinner tomorrow night"

"Oh yeah I forgot, shit tomorrow's Monday, everybody's gonna come back" he shrugged

I looked up to him smiling at him, touching his hair , "I like your curls"

I kissed him as he deepened the kiss, he putted his hands on my waist

"Fuck you're beautiful" he whispered
I blushed on the compliment, not being able to keep eye contact with him
"Is Ava getting nervous around me?" He chuckled .I rested my head back on his torso, not responding, hearing his heart beating. As we were both slowly falling asleep, I just realized I've been clean for weeks now, if you don't count the weed of course...but still, maybe it's Mattheo. Even if it's a good thing, it's still don't like where this is going.

A few hours later, I woke up. It had to be  8pm. Mattheo wasn't in his bed anymore, I could hear the shower running. I scratched my eyes, still not fully woken up by the nap I just took.
Mattheo came out the bathroom with a towel around his waist.

"Like what you see?"

I rolled my eyes to his usual sarcastic narcissistic behavior.
I got up from the bed and stretched my arms.

"Go and take a shower, tonight we're going at the bar" he said

"Mattheo, I way too tired right now"

"I don't care, you're going to have fun, don't you want to dance"

"Sure" I said annoyed, going back to my dorm to get ready

I putted on this outfit and went back to Mattheo's dorm to tell him I was ready to go.

"My my you look gorgeous, come on, let's go" he kissed my cheek, making me blush

We ate dinner and then went to the bar where we spent the night dancing and in completely honesty, we were so drunk. After dancing for 4 hours we decided to get back to the castle.

"K let's go Mattheo, I'm too lazy to walk up there, let's just teleport" I gestured him to take my hand

"Do you want me to throw up on you? No fucking way, we're walking"

"Fair enough"

Our supposed 10 minutes walk turned to a 30 minutes walk as we obviously couldn't walk straight. All we were doing is laughing hysterically.
I arrived in front of my dorm door with Mattheo behind me.

"good night Mattheo" I went towards him a gave him a kiss on the lips
I opened the door, when Mattheo grabbed my arm

"Whoa whoa, you can't kiss me like that and then storm off to your dorm without me" he said

"Mattheo no, not tonight, besides, we're too drunk right now" I complained

"That didn't stop us from the first time" he shot back

"Well first time was a mistake" he said without thinking

"What?"

"I-I didn't mean it like that, it's just the night that...you know...we weren't even close at all, you practically hated me. And I know that changed, but- ...let's just go to sleep"

"Okay good night" he grabbed the back of my neck to give me a kiss on the top of my head

"Good night" I smiled

Next morning

I woke up with a huge headache, hang over of course...
I got ready to go have breakfast with the rest of the group who just arrived
I spotted Mattheo too, so i sat next to him, seeing him in the same state of mind as me

"What the hell did you guys do yesterday?" Pansy asked us

"What do you think Pansy?" I said, as it was obvious we were really tired
I drank my orange juice, rolling my eyes

"You fucked?" Pansy said out loud

I spitted back my orange juice back into my cup, chocked by the suddenness of Pansy's words, like the rest of the group.
I could see Draco and Blaise laughing in the corner and Mattheo having his eyes wide opened, starting at his plate

"No we didn't" I putted my cup back on the table

"What? It would explain why she's tired" she continues, surprised by our reaction, addressing the group

"Pansy will you shut it, we just went to the bar, and may of drank too much, but that's it. Fuck, also we have slughorn dinner tonight" I just reminded myself