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You, Ava Winsdor, are the black sheep of your family. You grew up with an older brother and a younger sister, both from Gryffondor , while you're a Slytherin. Despite the multiple warnings your parents and siblings...
After my talk with Peter, I went back to my dorm I crossed Mattheo on my way I felt his eyes on me, while I didn't even bother looking at him, what for? The guy couldn't give two shits about what we have apparently
A week went by and nothing special really happened I still didn't manage to tell Cedric that we had to cut things off Maybe because I didn't want to..? That's silly I mean he did say "we'll get there", but nothing happened ever since, sooo...
Theodore appeared next to me on my way to my next class
"You going tonight?" He asked me
"Where?" I frowned my eyebrows at him
"Party, ravenclaw house"
"Sure, why not"
"Loads of drugs there too"
"Like always" I laughed
They had the best one too I do smoke a lot of weed, but I'm talking about them hard drugs Ravenclaw parties were one the best
I wonder if Mattheo will be there, we haven't spoken for so long now
I knew Cedric wasn't gonna be there, he has a big test coming up, and thank god, if he knew I still did drugs he would go nuts Weed didn't bother him that much, but when we broke up, he knew I did hard drugs, and he kept being by my side, seeing me like that hurts him, that's what he always told me I don't take as much as I used to though...
10pm I was getting ready for the party I did very light makeup and threw this outfit on
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Before going ,i took my my little hidden bag of cocaine, placed it on my drawer and sniffed it I threw my head to the back, the euphoric feeling hitting me I heard someone knocking on my door and opening it without giving me time to answer
I turned my head to see Cedric Fuck.
"You have got to be kidding me Ava" he said in disbelief
"I-look-" I stuttered while rubbing my nose with my hand, cleaning off the cocaine
"You swore you stopped"
"I didn't want you to be worried-"
"Bullshit" he responded
It was true though, I really didn't want him to worry
"You can't keep doing this, it's- it's not right, Ava I care about you, seeing you destroying yourself like that it-I" he said in cracked up voice
Tears rolled down my cheeks,remembering all the flashbacks and how low I was when we broke up
"I'm sorry I have to go" i looked down, passing by him, getting out of my room
On my way to the ravenclaw common room I dried my tears ,fixed my makeup and took some more cocaine on the go with the help of my keys while looking if there was anybody around A party is definitely what I need right now
"Hi huh it's for the ravenclaw party" I threw an awkward smile to the guy in front of the entry of the common room trying my best not to look high
"This way" he responded
"Wait up" I heard a voice behind me Riddle... "Hey" I tried not to make eye contact with him knowing my eyes were probably red
We could hear the loud music through the corridors "This way, I think our friends are there" Mattheo said to me
I grabbed his arm not wanting to get lost with all the people here It was so crowded, it was barely impossible to move
"Haaa Ava and Mattheo, right on time" Blaise said sitting on the couch
I looked around me and took a seat next Riddle "you feeling okay?" Mattheo asked worried, lowering his voice next to my ear
"I-huh- yeah I'm feeling great" I said laughing of my own behavior
"Okay good" he frowned his eyebrows laughing too
"Damn Ava, you look so high right now" Pansy commented
"Shut up" I said covering my face smiling
"We were playing truth or dare, guess it's your turn now"
"Hey, I never asked to play" I complained
"Well that's to bad, truth or dare?" Blaise asked me
"Truth"
"What's your body count?"
"Are we really doing this?" I raised my eyebrows
"If you've got nothing to hide, yeah"
"Two" I responded
Cedric and some other I met at a party. I was in a relationship with Draco, but we were 13, we never slept together
"Mattheo?"
"Hit me up"
"Truth of dare?"
"Is that even a question"
"I dare you to ask the most attractive girl here to sit on your lap"
"Ava?" He turned his head toward me
I blushed so hard looking around around the room smiling with wide eyes
"Come on, on my lap" he tapped his lap smiling
Okay he was obviously really drunk right now, did he take some shots before coming to this party or something?
I could hear some "oooohh"s where the people were sitting I got up to sit on his lap I putted my hands around the back of his neck while he putted his around my waist
I could smell his breath, plain alcohol okay he's definitely drunk...
We continued to talk and laugh all together Some people of our friend group started to go dance while Mattheo and I stayed on the couch
"You look pretty comfortable here"
I rolled my eyes at him laughing
"And you look pretty happy" I responded
"Can't say the opposite" he squeezed my waist
I took a look at the low table and saw some more cocaine on the in
"If you'lI excuse me" I said standing up from Mattheo' s lap
I went on my knees to snort the line, and sat back up on his lap
" you're full of surprises Winsdor, didn't take you for a dru-"
"Fuck off, I'm not" I coughed him off
He putted is arm in surrender to put on my waist again
"You know the thruth dare game is finished" he said to my ear
