TWISTED DESTINY

12. Sofia

I suddenly pulled back. My heart felt the sudden heaviness. Like someone just stabbed my flesh with hot knife. The nauseous feeling twisted my stomach and all I can think of is 'My heart will be broken once again'

The reason I was avoiding him because I can't stop myself from falling for him.

Falling for him is like falling from grace.

I'm the sparrow and he is the eagle.

We're not meant to be together.

.

"Good." I said when he put me on the floor.

"Good?" His eyes widen with surprise.

"I thought you don't like seeing me happy." I swallowed whatever that is rushing up to my eyes and wanting to flow out.

"I don't." He said. His eyes looks different. "I wanna be here and annoy you all day but..."

.

But?

You can't stay.

You were never meant to stay.

.

"But. You don't have a home except your Mom and Dad." I said and my voice getting heavier and heavier. My hands shaking and legs trembling with something same I felt when I was twelve.

Taehyung took a step further when I took a step back. I don't want him to see my eyes because I don't trust them anymore. They'd flow if I see him anymore.

I can't let myself show how stupid I am feeling right now. I was about to fall for him again. I-

"Aren't you sad?" Taehyung's eyes talks way too much and I prefer silence. I was better when I preferred silence. Those flickering uneven eyes. I hate them.

"I'm happy. I'm happy because you are leaving." I swallowed whatever I was feeling and put on my cold face again. "Now I don't have to tolerate you."

"And you're okay with that?" He asked with raised brow. I thought he'd be a bit of sad but he wasn't. He wasn't sad at all. The smirk on his face told me everything. I scoffed. I mean, what was I even thinking? I could never be his home. Never.

"What else do you want me to be?" I grudged and turned back to walk away. I broke the wall of sadness on my heart and put on my dead, non-interested tone. "A crying mess?"

"I want you to be a moaning mess but..." Taehyung said with melting his voice into normal. The tense, heavy voice can't work for both of us. Especially for me. I hate getting emotional.

His caramel-ish voice is frustrating me. Rather he is making me angry of his presence right now.

"Stop making me angry!" I was this close to throw my thick Jane Austen book on him.

"Then, should I start making you horny?" Taehyung's voice wrapped in honey and spice. He is seriously joking right now?

"Dear god! You're freaking annoying!" I growled of annoyance and rolled my eyes so back that they'd fall out of my head.

"I also am freaking seducing." He stated and his index finger flicked his hair strand with sassiness. He has no seriousness.

"Taehyung!" I almost screamed and threw my book on him. But before the book hit him, he caught it in his one hand.

"See, you're screaming my name already!" Taehyung stepped forward with my book and I dashed out of the library. I dashed out of the library with anger popping on my head.