I woke up to a blinding white light, it was a Saturday I went to bed early while Seamus stayed up partying with the guys. I wash and dress in blue skinny jeans a MCR t-shirt and white sneakers, I bounce down the steps to see a guilty looking Seamus "you okay" my voice was husky from just waking up so it mustn't sound the same seeing the words that just left his mouth were 'I cheated on Cri'. I was out of that room as quick as I got in there, my bouncy mood suddenly disappeared it was like my heart got ripped out my chest and you know who just kept using the curcio curse against it. I ran and I ran and ran till my legs finally gave in, I collapsed onto the floor bark, dirt and leaves pressing into my knees as I lean over gasping for oxygen. I let the tears crash down my face like a violent flowing river, I didn't let out any sobs I needed to so badly but I didn't I choked on them. When I couldn't hold them back I let out a sob then I repeated the same process I tried to make myself sick.
Seamus POV
"You okay" a husky voice asked I told them my mistake of last night, how could I of been so stupid I cheated I said I would never cheat. I was drunk I wasn't thinking I ruined the best thing in my life for beer and snogging I could of done that anyway!
I drink up the last bottle of firewisky the twins snuck in, "how ya feeling" Fred called "WASTED" I holler back and he laughs. Suddenly I was pushed against a wall with lips on mine I don't think who it was I just kiss back, next thing I knew I had my shirt off. I soon begin to think I pull back to see Lavender beaming at me, I shake my head throw my shirt over my head I run away up to my dorm, I yell in frustration then begin crying my self to sleep.
That was all I remember the rest was a blur but I find it torturing how all I remember was the worst mistake of my life, I hear the sound of rubber making friction against wooden planks. I flip my head to see Cri fling her self out the portrait, FUCK! I sprint after her I follow her down all 7 flights of stairs jumping most of them to catch up with her I finally gain some distance. We were running down the hill that lead to the forbidden forest, she will stop Cri isn't that stupid to go in there. We reach flat land however Cri didn't stop nor did she slow down, she runs straight in but I come to a stop. "CRISTAL!" I yell but once there was no response I fumble under my own feet back a few steps flip my body and run up to the castle, I burst into the great hall with blood flushed cheeks burning thighs and a aching head. "Mr. Finnigan what's the matter" Dumbledore stood up walking towards me, "I am a stupid fucking cunt went and got drunk cheated on Cristal now shes ran into the f...forbidden f..f...forest- it itttss al all mmy f...fall.fault I I'm so s-soo stu stupid!" I was full out crying in front out the whole school Dumbledore, McGonagall and Moody went past me, I would follow but I had no strength. I fell down to my knees, I was having a mental breakdown in front of the entire school. I felt arms hold my up I meet the eyes of Snape, "come with me Finnigan I want to show you something" I nod, I am such a fucking idiot what have I done...
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Not Quite A Diamond
FanfictionThis is story that I wrote when I was 11, I was really bad at English and writing but I keep this book published for those who think they're bad at writing. To go through and point out all the mistakes I've made, it works for me, hopefully it'll wor...
