"I can't choose I'm sorry" iyana cried wiping her eyes look at both men infront of here
"Whatchu mean you can't pick Iyana it ain't that hard" Jaheem sighed dragging his hand down his face, he hated seeing her like this
"So Iyana whatchu wanna do"...
Dontrell Jamar Smith His house 📍 Jackson,Mississippi
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"Dontrell you should just tell him" my mama Sabrina said washing the dishes while I sat at the counter on a bar stool
"Mama I can't" I sighed dragging my hand down my face, I'm so stressed out dawg it don't make no sense I need a damn cigarette or something
"Baby you just gone keep stressing yourself out about baby what's the worst thing that can happen" she put the dish rag in the sink and came over to me grab my hands rubbing her thumbs over them
"W-what if he look at me different or don't wanna be best friends no more I can't lose my best friend over no feelings ma" I rambled on about all the what ifs I had running through my head
"Baby you've been feeling like this since y'all was seventeen now you got feelings for this female just tell both of them maybe they won't be mad maybe they'll feel the same or something but you'll never know until you tell them" she got up and went in her room leaving me in my thoughts
Maybe I should tell them...
"Mama I'm gone I love you" i said getting up heading to the door
"Bye baby I love you too and please tell him or both" she said and I walking out locking the door behind me, going to my car I got and just sat there in my thoughts. Should I just tell him nah but I can tell yana I know she won't tell nobody right? I pulled my phone out and went to text yana
Yanaaa🧚🏽🙃
Can i pull up on real quick Read Please yana I need you, I need to talk to you... Read
You haven't seen me in a while now you wanna talk
Yana please I'll tell you why I didn't come see you just let me come talk to you please baby 😔
Fine cmon the door is already unlocked just come up to my room Read
As soon as she texted me back I pulled off heading straight to her house imma tell everything get everything off my chest. Getting to her house the door was unlocked like she said I ran upstairs
"Yana" i said I didn't know which one was her room seeing her come out the room she waved me over when I got close enough to her I pulled her in a hug
"I'm sorry I missed you" laying my head in her neck she wrapped her arms around me
"I missed you too pa, cmon let's talk" she pulled away and shut the door we went and sat on her bed "sooooo" she looked at me with her hands in her lap
"I'm sorry for getting an attitude with you that day after the arcade but I just kinda lost it when I saw you texting Jaheem when I got off the phone with key and seeing that you had went out with him to I just felt played by the both of y'all, I have hard feelings for you I fuck with you the long way" I explained to her looking down at her white fur carpet.
"I get the part of getting mad but the being played part I don't" she said confused her eyebrows scrunched up
"I felt played because I told heem how I felt about you and how I was gone shoot my shot first but I guess I took to long and I felt played bye you because you went out with my homeboy my best friend" I shook my head and she slid up sitting next to me
" I'm sorry it's just- never mind what do you want to talk about" she asked laying her head on my shoulder
"If I tell you this please don't tell nobody else please" looking her in her eyes she put her hand on my face
"I promise I won't pa you got my word" she held out her pinky finger and I did the same and we locked them then kissed them
"Ok... basically I have like feelings for Jaheem I have had them for a while since I was like seventeen and I don't know how to tell him" i stress and I looked at her and her eyes were wide
"Omg don...when did you like really feel like you had feelings for him" she grabbed my hand's since I was playing with them
"I realized when this dude at school kept picking and messing s with me and heem was always there to defend but I really realized when he was there for me when I was sexually assaulted and abused by a lady I thought I could trust he was there when I had nightmares,he was there when I couldn't eat and he was there when I finally got the courage to tell my mom what happened to me." My eyes started watering I haven't talked about this shit since I wan eighteen, she pulled me in a hug and kissed my forehead
"Pa you should tell him tell him why you got feelings for him" she rubbed my back
"Mama I can't he probably gone hate me" I sighed just letting the tears fall at this point I didn't even care I been holding this shit in for to long.
"You'll never know until you tell him but just take your time tell him when you feel like the time is right ok pa" and I nodded I was getting sleepy with her rubbing my back
"Can we take a nap" I asked lowly and she just slid back on the and patted the spot next to her I kicked off my shoes and went to lay right next to her and before you know it me and her both were out
Iyana Mulan Love Jackson,Mississippi
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When I woke up Don was still sleep so I was just up thinking about all the shit he told me he has feelings for Jaheem that's so crazy
"Mama" I heard him mumble I looked down and saw he had one hand on my boob and his head on my other
"Hmm pa" I started playing in his hair
"Can you be mine?" He asked me sitting up looking at me and i just looked at him not saying nothing.
Damnnnnnnnn I'm fucked
Shayyyy outtttt 🏃🏾♀️ Well I'm sorry yall I didn't know how to end this soooo...
Um welp yana knows everything well not everything but you know 🤷🏽♀️
