The next morning, Bruno shoots me a text to
say good morning and asks me to meet him
in the parking lot before class. He has practice
after school so we're taking separate cars today. I have to
admit, after our kiss last night I was almost glad he wasn't
picking me up. I mean, how am I supposed to greet him
now? Will he be one of those guys who likes to make
out in public all the time? I'm so nervous I feel like I've
swallowed a wasp's nest.
Logan watched over me all night as I tossed and
turned restlessly. Nothing like good old fashioned terror
to keep you up all night. Every once in a while I caught
him looking at me with this soft expression. Something
about it made me feel warm and safe. He'd left the room
while I changed without my having to ask, then reemerged
right away. True to his word he's sticking close
today, though he hasn't been his normal, chatty self. He's
been stoic, a man with a lot on his mind. As I drive to
school, the silence is physically painful, weighing down
on me like a sack of bricks.
"So, what's the plan today?" I ask, opening up
what I hope will be a safe line of communication.
He grumbles. "You know. I'm just going to hang
out and be dead. Talk to myself, watch people doing
things I don't get to do anymore. Smell food I can't eat.
If I get really frisky I might go watch my mom cry some
more."
I slam on the breaks, swerving the car onto the
shoulder of the road.
"Pity party, table of one. What the fuck, Logan?"
His moods are giving me whiplash. I know he's
dead and all, but seriously.
"Excuse me for having a moment of depression
about the fact that I'm dead."
I turn, slinging my arm over the seatback.
"Logan, I think you are missing the obvious here.
Yeah you're dead, and yeah that pretty much sucks 24-7.
But you are also like, free. I mean, you said you wanted to
go to New York, right? So go now. Go today. You don't
even need a plane ticket. You can just blink and be there.
You can go anywhere. Do anything. Sky's the limit. And
let's be honest, I'm not even sure that's technically true."
He shakes his head. "Yeah. I can do anything.
Except the one thing I want to do."
I take a shallow breath, too afraid to ask what he's
talking about. The expression on his face is raw and full
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