fresh roses

Part 4

after 2 weeks of Destiny trying to talk to me i finally agreed to meet up with her at the park under our favorite tree

"i missed you, remember when you confessed to me under this tree?" she said

"yea yea whatever, look i don't know if i can do this anymore." i said

"what no please, i beg you don't leave please, i know your going through something but please think twice before you do something you regret" she said

"my decision is final. good bye Destiny" i said then ran 

she chased after me onto a road where a truck came out of nowhere and hit her, i turned around and saw everything. i called 911 and told them everything, i held her in my arms with regret and thought if i wasn't selfish maybe she would've still been with me. 

I realized the effort she made to try to make me happy when i was in my lowest point

the flowers, food and letters she sends me. Calls i never answered, messages of her asking how i was doing. The poems she wrote for me, and many more

when she was brought to a hospital it was too late. she was gone and it was all my fault

my family and her family have been reassuring me that it wasn't my fault, It was i know it was. I will never be able to forgive myself for what happened. 

2 days after her funeral i went to visit her grave

"flowers for you gorgeous, just a reminder of how special you were.."

i said one last time as i lay fresh roses above her grave.

THE END