"I once believed love would be black and white, BUT ITS GOLDEN."
- in which jeon jungkook finds comfort in a girl.
-mature themes mentioned
Social media au
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Jungkook knew that he was breaking down inside.
He knew he was empty.
Maybe it was him, or maybe it was the universe playing tricks on him.
He didn't hate his life.
He loved it actually, but not in the sense where he enjoyed it every day.
It was the same thing every single day.
He would wake up.
Hang out with his friends, train, eat, work out, go live for a bit, and then eat, and then sleep.
And then wake up-but it was only him.
It was getting lonely, really.
It was getting really lonely for jungkook.
He desperately needed something.
He wanted some one there for him, loved, friend, or mutual.
But in his life? It was impossible.
Being famous sucks sometimes in his case.
He probably could never fall in love normally or live a peaceful like he wanted.
so he was alone.
Every single day.
Craving, for anything.
And he was content.
Jungkook was never one to deligent and make his life to be some mission to prove he was better than someone.
And he was never one to be a believer.
But he was a optimistic.
He wanted something.
And he hated when he wanted something he couldn't have.
So he knew, at the age of 25 he was deteriorating inside.
He knew that he was going to self destruct if he didn't get up and reach for help.
So, on a sunny day in august, he called his friend.
Kim taehyung.
Running his hands through his hair in frustration, taehyung picked up the phone.
"Yeah Jungkook?"
No response.
"Jungkook?"
No response again.
Now taehyung was starting to get worried.
"Is something wrong?"
No response.
Then, a soft sound of sniffling was heard.
Taehyung sighed in relief.
"You scared the shit out of me dude, you have gotta respond next time you call me."
"Taehyung, 나는 외롭다고 생각한다." (I think I'm lonely."
Taehyung bit his lip in despair.
He knew jungkook. He knew jungkook like a brother. He knew how he acted, what his least and favorite foods were, and he knew what his temper would be like, And most of all-
He knew what is was like to deteriorate from the inside.
"Hey, jungkook 좋아질 것입니다." (It's going to get better."
Jungkook closed his eyes as he lied on his bed.
"Aish, I think I'm going insane."
Taehyung chuckled.
"여자친구를 사귀어야 합니다."(you need to get a girlfriend."
Jungkook sighed.
"You know I can't."
"Why not?"
"Cause," he played with the piercings on his lips as he started speaking again.
"You know why."
No more words were exchanged that day.
But jungkook knew, if he didn't do something about his mental state, he would self destruct.
So, he suddenly had an idea.
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