I, dont know. Im telling myself its just a phase.. you know, just hormones going wacko, but i feel like its different, and i have nothing bad going on in my life. For all i know, lifes going pretty good. But somehow, i still feel worthless, a big disappointment. And taking all the terribleness and bitterness from the past, and all the possibility s of mistakes and loss, and failure in the future. And making myself feel awful. I feel like im going to be bullyed in highschool, and make mistakes and loes my friends, and fail classes. And i feel like everything people has told me in the past, was true all along. And i just feel so helpless and alone like no one understands that everyday, i put of a brave face, and a fake smile. And just stay back and hid in the shadows of others. Everything they called me is true... "weird" "ugly" "fat" "worthless" "freak" "quiet" "annoying"....
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A Silent Paradise ~Poetry~
RandomThis will be a book filled with my poetry. Most of it is depressing. Warnings: read at own risk for poetry is deep, emotional and depressing. some may include content such as cutting, suicide, and depression. Dont read if triggered easily.
