Chapter 9 Trust

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Neymar's POV:

She was right since she knew me her life got worse.

It's all my fault, because of me she has this pain that she carry with her all the time.

I love, i really really love her that much that i only want her to myself and that's a bad choice.

If you really love someone you will do anything to make them happy, even if it breaks you.

I will let her go because i want to see her happy, she means the worl to me.

I was in my hotel-room since i git back from the shoot.

I hear a knock on my door

"It's open" i yell.

Rafaella was at the door and he had Davi with her and Alina.

"How did you got her?" I ask her surprised.

"Erina texted me saying if i want Alina for today" she said proud.

"Okay" i nod.

"Juninho what's wrong?" She asked.

I just shook my head telling her i don't want to talk about it.

"Is it about Erina?" She asked.

I nod and sigh putting my face in my hands.

"I don't know what to do anymore" i sigh running my hands threw my hair.

"What happened?" She asked sitting besides me.

I put Alina on my lap alov wirh Davi.

"She told me since i came in her life all i did was causing trouble and pain"

"Why would she say that?" She asked.

"Because it's true, just think about it." I looked at her.

"I don't know" she shook her head.

"She got pushed from the balkony, she got pregnant, she got stabed, she got followed, someone shoot himself infront of us and she has sleepless nights because of heartbreak" i tell her.

She looked at the floor not saying anything.

"You still love her don't you?" She sighs.

"Of course i do Rafa, she is the love of my life" i say frustrated.

"I can't help you this time Juninho, this time you have to do what you think is right" she adviced.

I nod and looked at Alina, i grab her wrist and she still had the bracellet that i give her.

"Just sleep for the night okay i will be in the next room besides you" she said grabbing the kids.

I lay in my bed thinking about what i should do and what's the best.

I need to leave her alone but the thought of her in someone elses hands hurts me.

I want her to be mine like how we used to.

I was really tired and i had practise tomorrow so i got some sleep.

Erina's POV:

I was with James in the car since he waned me to go to his practise.

We were in a van with Santiago together.

We got to the stadium and today i waned to practise also.

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