If I Get My Way | GeminiFourth |

Chapter10

Gemini POV

I woke up with all of my body hurting, I tried to move but I couldn't. I was so hot and could barely breathe, it felt like a big mass was on my chest. I tried to move that mass but it started to groan. I suddenly open my eyes and realize that the mass in question was actually just Fourth literally on me with his head on my chest. I slightly turned my head around to see where we were and we were on his couch. We probably fell asleep last night because the beer cans and the unfinished food were still on the table. I sighed and tried to remember what happened last night for us to finish in this position...

flashback -

I was in Fourth apartment, we were drinking, singing, just having a good time like the old times. I missed this, I missed spending time with him like this when we just didn't care about the world. It's like we were in our little world and I liked that. Fourth said he needed company after what happened with Soraya today and I understand him. He seemed to really care for her, so he couldn't see her bad side but she's finally gone and I hope for good. Anyway, I'm here to comfort him and just make him forget. We were so drunk, I think as I'm talking we are drinking our 10th beer can so everything started to feel a bit blurry but it's okay, I'm with Fourth so no need to worry.

Fourth was singing pretty loudly, I prayed for his neighbors, while I was looking at him lost in my head. However, he suddenly stopped singing and fell abruptly on the couch. All of a sudden, he started to cry and whine.

"ehh what is going on? No you can't cry, tonight is not the night for that. We're supposed to have fun " I said

"I know but I just feel like a loser" He said still crying

I moved closer to him and put my hand around his shoulders and said "Why? You know you can tell me everything"

"It's just..." He started

"Just?" I said patting softly his right shoulder

"Why can't I find someone who truly loved me? Am I that difficult to love?" He said so sadly it broke my heart

"Absolutely no Fourth. You're the most loveable person I've ever known. You're cute, funny, kind, respectful and the list goes on and on. Everybody wants to be with you" I said

"Then why do I keep meeting bad people, Hum? You know there is a saying that say" you attract what you are" so that means I'm bad right" He said while laughing sadly

"No, the people you meet are bad but you're not bad. It's just those people who see how much of a good person you are and decide to use you. it's not your fault at all" I said

"I just wish I would meet someone that would truly love me for the way i am and also love me as much as I love them" he said

"You will meet that person one day you know" I said softly

"When? Hum? I'm so lonely, why can't this person come now" He said frustrated and pouting

"Maybe that person already came and you just don't see them" I said quietly

"Hum, how come? I don't think so. Even if who could it be" He asked while looking at me in the eyes

I answered by maintaining eye contact "Me. It could be me"

It was silent for at least 1 min and he just started laughing hysterically and said "good joke, good joke" After he just started rambling but I was lost in my thoughts when suddenly Fourth jumped on me on the couch. I was now laying down on the couch and he was on top of me.

"Fourth, get up, you're heavy" I said. He just grumbled but still stayed

"Fourth??"