hey girly pops thank yu so much for the support ily /p /g
content warning !!!
hospital stuff and implied eating disorder !!!
if any of that makes you uncomfy, there'll be more chapters! stay safe!
I sit in my bed, ignoring my stomach growling.
Although it's been days, I'm not over it, not as over it as he seems to be.
Usually when something happens between us he'll come knocking with a buffet and at least 20 bear hugs.
I've vowed to not get up until he comes over, expecting him any second. I don't believe I've really eaten in several days, but what does that matter?
I drop the rotten apple I'd been playing with, watching it roll away.
But as that apple rolls away, I think about how he'd just left.
Then I remember how angry I felt.
And I swing upright, then get way too dizzy from that quickness of a movement.
I check my phone thinking
‘any minute now,’
but as the minutes go by, I can feel my stomach wanting to cave in on itself.
I watch people walk past the window, wondering if they'd even care.
The fruit on the table has all gone bad, the fruit on the floor has all gone bad.
I'm quite due for a shopping trip, but I don't want to see him.
I thought a conversation would fix everything. It just made things worse.
I dont even think he was paying attention to what I was saying.
Would he really care if I was gone?
I can feel my eyes to sting and it burns my skin, I look away from the window and just think.
My face burns as if there were a fire against my face.
I try to choke back tears to keep my house as quiet as possible and to avoid curious outsiders.
I try to look at my phone but my vision is all hazy.
I can't see, all the loud noise outside seemed to have stopped like I'm jn my own bubble.
As if I were trapped inside, safe from everyone else.
I try to message Chang'e, even though I very well cannot see.
Plus, she's so far away...
I'm not too sure it'll reach, but I'm pretty sure we're friends enough.
My fingers slip across my screen, I'm not quite sure what I'm typing but I'm hoping its legible enough. Maybe she can do something.
I think I wrote something along the lines of; “in danger, please call help before I do something.”
My breath quickens as she starts to type, I wipe my tears, trying to stop them from flowing out long enough to read Chang'e's message.
“holy shit what happened???"
I try to stop shaking long enough to type a full sentence, I'm not sure it helped.
“please just call help. idc who"
I press the send button and suddenly can't breathe.
I don't remember much of what happened next.
My vision went black and I heard the loudest slam I've ever heard.
Then beeping.
Then ringing sounds.
Screaming from Wukong from the phone.
Pounding on the door.
Keys dinging.
Door slam.
Heavy, quick breaths.
Sobbing.
Ambulance.
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more angst omg!??
OKAY TO EXPLAIN THE ENDING A BIT
in this universe they have an emergency contact on their phone and when their phone slams it'll ask if they're okay (the beeping)
it lasts 30 seconds before calling the emergency contact, in this case, wukong
if theres anymore questions abt lmk😹
