Million UP School God Plays Me Every Day [MTL] (Completed)

Chapter 90 See through

Dou Sheng sat in the seat, tapped the table with his finger, and his voice revealed a little emotion of recalling the past.

It looks like it's talking human.

Not at all.

"That year when I was in the second year of junior high school, my father had an accident, and I moved forward in the midst of betrayal and pain. I suddenly had a lot of doubts about life-is there any meaning to struggle, whether integrity is right or stupid, and the relationship between flesh and blood Can I be completely trusted, I think I know everyone, but do I really?"

Xie Jingming's expression gradually became confused.

Xie Lan had the same puzzled face, "What does it mean to move forward in a local area? What about being locked in a small house... walking around?"

Dou Sheng shook his head, "Ji, Ji, three times. Moving forward with discord means that the way forward is not smooth, or there is resistance in the heart to move forward."

"Hmm..." Xie Lan frowned in thought, gave up the conversation after a while, and scanned the QR code to order food.

Xie Jingming asked, "Hasn't Wen Kai talked to you?"

"Talking every day. My mother and I became drinking friends, and my mother cried every day. For a while, I seemed to be depressed. Things were gray and I didn't eat much. I didn't go to school during the day and didn't go home at night. I just walked outside for a day. ."

Dou Sheng raised his head to meet Xie Jingming's astonished gaze, "Uncle should know about my dad, right?"

Xie Jing hesitated and said, "Know something."

Dou Sheng twitched the corners of his mouth in dismay when he heard the words, "At that time, I was thinking that maybe it wasn't my dad who was wrong, but me. If it wasn't for me, he would have just divorced my mother. It would be good for both him and my mother."

Xie Lan's heart suddenly throbbed, and he looked up at Dou Sheng.

Dou Sheng's expression was the same as before, his eyes were downcast, he couldn't see how much he was playing.

Regarding that period of the past, he only heard Dou Sheng mention it when comforting Chen Ge, but he never asked.

Xie Jingming asked: "And then?"

Dou Sheng sighed deeply, tapped his fingers on the table, his eyes lit up suddenly.

"Then suddenly one day, I turned on Youtube."

"..." Xie Jingming was caught off guard, "Youtube?"

"Yes. I was in great pain from a fight with someone that day. I stumbled into Xie Lan's video by mistake, and suddenly felt that the gauze iodine in my hand was almost meaningless. At that time, I didn't want to do anything. I just wanted to stand there and be quiet. Watch that video." Dou Sheng said as he took out his mobile phone, skilfully entered Xie Lan's Youtube homepage, slid to the bottom, pointed to the original post and said, "Being hugged by strangers across thousands of mountains and rivers, uncle, what do you have?" Have you ever felt this way?"

Xie Jingming froze for a moment, "Yes... and no..."

"I can't describe that feeling." Dou Sheng interrupted him, "I still can't describe it until now. It's like the tranquility in the eye of the storm. No matter what is going on in the world every day, there will always be someone playing the piano quietly, There will be a leaf standing here listening to him."