what happened

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i'm not sure what happened;
although it's partly my fault.

from weekly calls each saturday night
where we called' till one,
two, three
or even four, in the morning .

from daily texts all day;
from the 20 hours spent a week,
texting you during the holidays

to nothing at all .

from comforting conversations,
which made my day
when you would listen to me rant,
and make sure i was okay

from small little compliments
you dished out;
which made me smile

to nothing at all .

i'm not sure what happened;
although i would disappear for some days,
or for many days
in a row .

from hourly conversations
it quickly stilled,

to nothing at all .

sometimes i look back,
and i miss what we had
but sometimes i'm glad,
that it came to an end .

however,
at the end of the day,

i'm not sure what happened;
although it's partly my fault .





-
sequel to so good, so kind

from the part of me who still feels guilty

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