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A M  I  N O T  G O O D  E N O U G H ?

am i not good enough for you? 

what void do you have that you have to fill with someone else?

why can't you fill that void with me?

everyday i wake up with the goal of keeping you sane, keeping you happy, keeping you afloat. 

the goal is always you. 

was the goal ever me? 

was the person that filled the void ever me?

did you see me in your dreams? did you think of me?

i think all of this is my fault. i really do. i sit here and believe i'm not good enough.

i wake up everyday with a knot in my stomach because i know you're lusting after someone else and i am sitting here dreaming of you. 

am i not good enough?


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