🐿️:
weirdo
you said that already
like
fifteen mins ago
you miss me that much already? ;)9.16pm
🐇:
I do not9.17pm
🐿️:
:(9.17pm
🐇:
wipe that pout away
or else
im going to come kiss you9.17pm
🐿️:
ill wait for you then ;)9.17pm
🐇:
nah, im tired
i will do it tmrw
btw i just wanted to tell you again
I love you
now say it back9.18pm
🐿️:
i love you too min9.18pm
🐇:
im learning how to use words
you know im not good with them
like you are
I'm sorry if im awkward at times9.19pm
🐿️:
that's okay hyung!
just do what feels natural
like you told me9.19pm
🐇:
yea, i guess so9.19pm
🐿️:
and btw
i have insecurities as well
you know it
like i have no idea how to be a boyfriend, yk?
i have no experience
im learning still
so, i hope im doing good enough
and if im not, you gotta tell me9.20pm
🐰:
sung...
you are perfect the way you are
you dont have to do anything
trust me on that9.20pm
🐿️:
ahhh okay
i trust you9.21pm
🐇:
good
but hey, im gonna head to bed soon
and read some more
yk, chemistry is a subject straight from hell
so, have a good night
dream of me ;)9.21pm
🐿️:
i most definitely wil
gl!
<39.21pm
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Ah, here I go again. Mourning about my own life.
Mom says I should feel happy, grateful, that I have a roof over my head. Happiness isn't only that. I think it's more mental, emotional, than just concrete and physical.
Happiness can be simple yet so complicated. It's subjective as well, I think.
Mom wouldn't understand. She spent his childhood in a broken home, in a broken family. She got broken as well, until she left. Mom has never understood me that well. I don't know if moms should know their children by heart but my mom definitely doesn't know me. She knows nearly nothing about me.
I mean, for her, I'm just a son. For her, I'm not a human being who feels, make mistakes and learns from them. For her, I'm not a human being who knows moral, has a heart and my own opinions.
At least, that's how it feels sometimes.
Minho's story is different than mine. Sometimes, I'm envious of him and I have a good reason for it.
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