~binding secrets~

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I perk my head up in surprise and quickly stand up, I looked over at my binder that was on the sink and my obvious chest, I quickly grabbed my binder and hid it behind my back, I tried to stand in a way that made my chest less obvious, but I don't think it worked

Amity: "you- you're.. oh!"

She says in surprise, my face is panicked and nervous and she can tell. My breathing was becoming heavier and I was soon gonna start hyperventilating

Amity: "I won't tell anyone, don't worry"

My breathing quickly slows down and she smiles at me, I'm still nervous and scared though, I didn't like people knowing I was trans, I put my binder back down so I wouldn't have to hold it. Lillith soon came back with a jumper and handed it to me

Lillith: "here ya go kid, which I'm still surprised you are"

I chuckled a little bit at her statement and put the jumper on, it was big enough to cover my tits fully and it was also very soft and comfortable

Lillith: "oh my titan! I made you laugh!"

I looked at her surprised and then smiled showing my tooth gap. Not even a second later we hear a VERY loud crash and I cover my ears, lillith and I then run outside to see a bunch of pots on the floor and everyone looking surprised

Eda: "lillith, why's the kid wearing your hoodie?"

I look away in surprise and embarrasment when the attention was drawn onto me, now that everyone was in the kitchen from the crash, I didn't like when the attention was on me, so I was slightly panicking

Lillith: "he was cold, so I gave him my jumper, the gaurd uniform isn't really the warmest"

I look over at the plant witch, SHE WAS THE WITCH THAT HELPED ME! Oh no.. oh no.. no no no no! She knows! She knows about my uncle.. she-she knows my name, did she tell everyone? Did.. did she.. I began to hyperventilate and everyone kept looking at me which didn't help, I stood there, hyperventilating and sweating, everyone probably thought I was wierd or something if I just started randomly having a panic attack, I grabbed at my hair and crouched over slightly as my panic attack worsened

Lillith hurried everyone out of the room and then moved back to me, she put on a calm look and tone

Lillith: "hunter.. look at me hunter.."

I looked at her still panicking heaps, when I noticed everyone was gone I very slightly calmed down, she still knew, she probably told everyone.. why am I so stupid.. stupid.. stupid.. Stupid!

Lillith: "breath with me.. breath in.. 1.. 2.. 3.. breath out.. 1.. 2.. 3.."

I followed her words and breathed as she counted me in, I slowly but surely calmed down and let go of the tight grip on my head

Lillith: "I'm going to talk to the others, you okay being on your own for a few minutes?"

I nod and take another deep breath before walking over to the corner of the room and sitting with my knees tucked into my chest

~♥️Willows perspective♥️~

I was really worried about hunter, he looked at me before having a panic attack, did I do something wrong? Oh! He must have just remembered who I was, and everything he told me.. so it was my fault, I feel so bad for making him feel that way. I quickly looked up when I heard lillith come back

Willow: "is he okay? What happened?"

Lillith: "he uh.. how do I say this.."

Lillith sighs and thinks for a moment

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