Somber Light | DISCONTINUED

Chapter 8

A/N

I use google translate for the other languages so I'm sorry if it's wrong! <3

Amara

I walked into the quiet bathroom and did my thing, making sure to keep an eye out. As I was walking out, a hand clamped over my mouth and shoved my back against a wall.

The man had to be about in his mid twenties. His eyes were filled with lust as I squirmed under his grip and went to punch him but he grabbed my wrists and pinned them above my head.

Suddenly, this was feeling all too familiar and I felt the memories coming on. I was going to have a panic attack.

No. No, not now, please.

I pleaded that to myself. "What are you doing out here Babygirl? Now, don't scream, alright?" He said.

I bit his hand and he retracted it. "I was taking a piss until you, dipshit, did this!" I snapped. "Now let me the fuck go," I said.

He chuckled like this was amusing. "Feisty one, aren't you? The Marino's sister? Didn't know they had a sister? I wonder what she is capable of," he smiled a wicked grin that made me want to throw up.

He began to kiss down my neck and I was frozen in place. "Stop!" I said trying to push him off but he put his hand over my mouth again.

Get those nasty ass hands off me.

"Now, now, baby, shh.." He said as his hands began to roam my body. I felt tears welling up as memories hit me like a brick.

His hands began to slide into my pants and that's when I lost it. I used all my strength and got my wrists free from his grip before bashing my head into his which hurt like a bitch.

I then landed a blow to his face. He stumbled back clutching his nose as I kicked him in his manly area. "Get the fuck away from me," I said.

He backed up and ran out of there and that's when I broke and a lone tear slid down my cheek. I rushed back into the bathroom and puked up what I barely ate this morning, tasting the acidic taste.

I went over to the sink and began to wash out my mouth and splash cold water on my face. "Bambina?" I heard the familiar voice of Luca and a knock on the bathroom door.

"J-just a second!" I called, mentally cursing myself for stuttering and barely hid the voice crack. I looked at myself in the mirror and quickly fixed myself up before leaving.

"Everything alright?" Luca asked, concern etched onto his face. I just silently nodded and walked passed him. Trying to take control of my breathing and shaky hands, I sat down in my chair.

I watched silently as they ate and just stared down at my lap.

"Cosa le è successo?" Dante remarked.

(What happened to her?)

"Non lo so," Luca said, glancing at me but I just pretended like I didn't know. "Era così quando è uscita dal bagno."

(I don't know.) (She was like that when she came out of the bathroom.)

They would not find out about that. I refused. God, why was I so weak? I hate not being in control, being weak.

"Bambina? Let's go," Luca called and I saw they already stood up. I stood up and followed them out. Santino tried to put his arm around my shoulder but I just slightly flinched and shrugged his arm off.

We got into the car and it was just a tense and silent drive back to the mansion.

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We got there and I helped grab the bags which sort of hurt from my ribs but I brushed it off and walked in, still with a glazed over look. That shit was still traumatizing even though I went through abuse.