Used To Be

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Hi, it's me, Skyblue. It's been a long time since I don't write because my life was being hectic.

Form 6 Life,
when I was in form 6, a lot of things happen. Anger, loneliness, hurt, ignorable, and miserable. Sadness overpowered me. Everything is just full of sadness. It feels like I'm the problem to others. Things just being okay for a moment but it lost when every second passed by and here I am standing strong with a damaged heart. I felt horrible for everyone.
Many eyes looking at me whether in front or behind me, there's always there. I just knew it because it was them. I know them. They talked nicely and smiled at me. Behind me? no one knows.

It hurts me.

Them.
Because of them, I felt insecure,
I felt stupid,
No beautiful in me anymore
Nothing to be proud of
Confidence faded slowly until it was gone
The spirit inside me dead
No senses either
Only ashes,
That's all I have.

People don't see my flaws
They only see my misery.
If only they see theirs
they might gone mad.

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⏰ Last updated: May 09, 2023 ⏰

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