Hers

CHAPTER13

"That's what I am! That's what these people on Twitter say I am....asking you why you put your lips on a dirty ass clown like me.....and they're right. You seen what I did in the video, for all to see. I'm nothing but trash....." she says as she cries

"No you're not!!! You're not! You're everything I need and want. Someone I need in my life and you're not any of those things they call you. They're  all lies....nothing but lies"

"They're true. They're all true....I -I just want to be alone" she mutters

I go take a step towards her and she shouts, "Leave me alone!"

With my head down I slowly walk back through the door closing it behind me. I lean on it as I hear her softly cry again. This is exactly what I wanted to avoid, breaking her heart.

LATER THAT DAY

I knock on the door for the I don't know time, still trying to give her some time to herself but I need to see her and hold her. So I slowly open the door, to see her on the bed curled up.

"M-Mommy....I- I so sorry. I sorry" I say as I slowly creep to the bed with my heart filled with sadness

"Come here baby girl" she mumbles pulling the covers back

I quickly jump into the bed and get under the covers with her, as we face each other.
"I sorry I didn't tell you. I- I wanted to protect you"
"No. No. No....you have nothing to be sorry about. I thank you baby. I thank you so much for doing that. I love you so much" she says grabbing the side of my right cheek rubbing it

"I love you more"
"We're gonna get through this. We're gonna get through this.... I can't believe they did that. How can people be so cruel?"
"I don't know.....but all I know is that I'm getting that video taken down"

She smiles at me then gives me a kiss. Trying to pull from me I grab her extending the kiss. I'm going to protect her at all cost.

As we're on the plane ride home I look over to Beyoncé finding her in her phone typing fast.
"You okay?"
"Yes. I'm just trying to write this email for the school....seems like they're gonna put me on paid leave for a bit" she says bitting her lip

BEYONCÉ POV

We land and of course Megan asked me to stay with her and of course I said yes....I don't wanna be alone.

After constantly re reading my email to show how sorry I am for the video and how my passion is to teach. I send it and as soon as I do I get a text message from Alicia.

Glad to see that you're back

What the hell! How does she even know that. I look around frantically as we walk to the truck. Megan grabs my hand but I still look around unsure of it all.

"So what are we gonna do about them?"
"What?"
"What are we gonna do Megan, and don't tell me that you got it shit. I'm not listening to that anymore. This is my life we're talking about"

"I know, I -"
"Then why you taking this shit so lightly, knowing it's my life. It's as if you're so chill about it"
"I'm thinking of you! All the damn time! Don't even question my loyalty to that. I'm always trying to look out for you"

"So hiding it from me was best"
"YES! Like what the fu-"

"Hey y'all stop it, now! Arguing over this shit. Be mad at them not each other..... now you; you crush them in yo words. And you, you stay strong and stick by her side through it all. Hold each other up! I can't let y'all fall apart. I refuse to see y'all fall apart" Faris says looking at the both of us