I haven't seen Daniel at all for the past couple of days. Not even his little buzzing minions were around to keep me company. I'd be lying if i say i didn't miss him but he brought this on himself. You can't be sneaking around and keeping secrets from me that's not how i get down, and on top of that it's all because of another female who he won't even tell me who she is, so not only is he lying to me but he's most likely cheating too, and STILL expecting me to be his? Man please he's messing with the right one
I sat on my couch starring angrily at the photo of him and that blonde bitch that was smiling up at him all lovey eyes and what not. Especially when he told me he couldn't " show up " in photos which is bullshit because i have plenty of off guard pictures I've taken of him and he knows it.
Why lie?
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I wiped my teary eyes and grabbed my house keys walking out the door and locking it. I decided to take the stairs instead because the elevators in Cabrini green is not safe, a girl got raped in the elevator about a month ago and like always the police ain't do shit because their too scared to come down here.
It was a hot and sunny day, the dark hallways were lit with natural sunlight shown through the graffiti plastered windows of the apartment complex. I could hear the voices of children playing outside and the hollers of gang members as they kept watch of their territory. I was adjusting my cropped top and belly ring as i finally made it downstairs
" oh shit, im so sorry " i said as i bumped into someone, not looking where i was going. The person grunted followed by the silent cries of another. A chill ran down my spine as i looked up meeting the eyes of my estranged boyfriend
From the looks of it he had just finished killing someone. His eyes, glassy and filled with such anger. I've never seen him like this before. I quickly brushed it off and walked right past him as the body of a young man fell before him with blood coming from his mouth and abdomen
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" where are you going ?" He asked as i rolled my eyes and headed towards the door which separated me from outside
" none of your fucking business, you've been gone for another week and have the audacity to question where IM going!?"
He glared at me intensely, his hook stopping me from leaving out the door, inches away from my crop top. " get that thing out of my face " i said disgustingly as i scrunched my nose up.
" you never minded it before " he said deeply. I looked up into his eyes, they were softer now. I tried my best not to tear up but it was too hard
" that was before i became second to whoever she is...."
I looked away, not wanting him to see me cry. He grabbed my face gently with his normal hand and shook his head " y/n you are not second to anyone...there's just something i have to figure out "
" so instead of figuring it out together you wanna push me away " i cried as i pushed on the door trying to get further away from him but he wouldn't let me.
" if i tell you the truth, it will only hurt you even more " he sighed. Now his eyes were tear filled. I reached my hand up to his face gently caressing it. He closed his eyes and i leaned into him. His long strong arms wrapping around my torso instantly
" i love you " i sobbed... " I don't know why you can't just tell me "
" i love you too...that's why i just can't bare to tell you, i know it'll be the end of us "
" just tell me Daniel !" I pleaded as he sat down on the dirty steps. His head in his hands, his hook dripping with fresh blood from his latest killing. I leaned against the wall as he looked up at me again, his eyes scanning my body, making me blush internally. He always said he loved my belly ring, I told him he could love it from a distance, cause one swipe from his hook and it's straight to the grave for me
" if you really want to know who she is...I'll tell you " he said, regretting every word " her names Helen...Helen Lyle..."
I nodded as he continued to talk, " i believe that....she is my long lost love, Caroline...reincarnated" . My blushing quickly turned into frowning as i listened to his words
" she looks so much like Caroline" he looked up at me with this kind of sparkle in his eye. The kind of sparkle he had when i told him i loved him for the first time.
" well i hope you two are happy together, because i obviously wasn't enough "
I walked out of the door sobbing as he called after me. I kept walking and ended up in the park. I sat on the bench crying my eyes out, my heart felt so heavy. I wiped my eyes only to end up bursting into tears once more. I texted my best friend who lived just down the block to meet me here. I just needed someone right now, anyone....but him
