And now, I have to endure it all again. Just for you, Jahserih.

I vowed to myself that I would never go back to Dre, or someone like him. But I guess that changes today...

I let another tear drop before wiping my runny nose and clearing my eyes. I didn't want to leave Jah, but there was no other choice. It's either he leaves me, or I leave him. And I rather it be me then him...

♡♡♡

I opened the door for myself and sat in the front seat of Dre's Jeep.

He forcefully grabbed my neck and poked his lips out, asking for a kiss. I pecked him back and sat my head against the window.

Music played in the background and there wasn't much to say, so I played with the strings of Jah's hoodie.

"I need to stop by Seraph's house and pick up my stuff," I stated.

"Cool, we near there," he glanced over at me. "You coming back home with me."

"Yeah, why wouldn't I?" I mugged. "It wouldn't make sense for me to be at another nigga house if we back together."

"I was telling you, don't get loud with me hoe," he slapped my thigh.

Instead of talking back, I shut my mouth and waited for him to pull up at Jah's house.

"Who jacket you got on?" he questioned, causing me to drop the strings of Jah's hoodie.

"It's mines," I lied. "I bought it at Jimmy Jazz a couple of weeks ago."

"Hmm, Ight," he mugged. "We hea."

I stepped out the car, making my way to Jah's house.

I got out the key he gave me and opened the house door.

Dre decided to wait for me in his Jeep, which made things easier for me. I grabbed all my stuff and put in my duffle bags, while also grabbing the pistol.

Last thing I wanted was for Jah to be caught with it, even if it was his. He has a little sister to take care of and well, I have nothing. No one. Not even my own mom. Plus, Gabriella has her own life. I could never place my burden on someone else.

I wrote a small note to Jah, leaving it in his refrigerator door.

I hope he understands...

With all my stuff, I walked out of Jah's house and placed the key he gave me under the doormat.

I tossed my bags into Dre's truck and got in the front seat.

Here we go, again.

♡♡♡

Jahserih Seraph Wilkins

(Jah-sir-ray) - Jah - Saint

Continuation of Chapter 11: Stress
Later on that day:

I was pissed as fuck, Linah wasn't picking up her phone and I stalked her Instagram to see she was posted up with Dre.

She even left school to be with this nigga.

Shit had me feeling weak. Everything was going good this morning, we was being lovey-dovey and all that other shit and now she with this nigga?

I sighed and looked at the post again, staring at the picture and caption.

- linah.444

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-Drewitdastick ily too bae 🖤
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-randomuser@849 i want they relationship😩
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Frustrated, I threw my phone across the room and got up, unlocking the doors to my hellcat.

I can't believe she would do that shit to me bruh. I know we wasn't anything, but it felt like something was there. Like we could've almost had something...

The way she'd stare at me, the nervous look on her face when I would give her forehead kisses or the way she'd mush my head everytime I flirted with her. Just her being nearby me, that shit meant something to me. All this, to go back to a nigga she been with before?

I almost killed for her.

I really couldn't believe this shit. I didn't wanna think or feel.

Within a matter of time, I found myself at my plug's house, buying cups of lean and percs.

"This why I don't fuck with bitches," I mumbled. "Shit always end the same fucking way."

I left a stack on my plug's table and walked out, swallowing a couple of percs down with purple lean. This shit was gonna set me straight.

I dug out my pocket and texted one of my old hoes, Ari.

At one point we dated, but she proved she wasn't shit. Found her fucking on Stunna, somebody who use to be my homeboy til he betrayed me. Ever since then, me and that nigga had beef.

I couldn't really do shit about him until I found him with Linah and I let my anger get the best of me, but I don't regret it. That nigga deserved to die.

I opened the text message thread, seeing I got a reply.

Cheatin ass hoe (Ari)🤦🏾‍♂️👅

-9:39pm: Come over na, ion wanna hear nun

--9:41pm: I'll be there in 5😩😘
Read: 9:45pm

I unlocked the door to see Ari's bright pink hair flow in.

"Start sucking hoe," I spat, unbuckling my pants.

She did as told and let's just say she didn't leave until the next morning.

♡♡♡

Author's Note: Hey girlies, what do y'all think of this chapter????
Soooo Dre and Reniyah👀👀👀
But not Ari being a hoe while her man in the hospital💀 ts crazy fr
But if you made this far, vote n comment pls💗💗💗
New chapter will be out next week❤️
Not her dumbass touching and taking the gun and leaving her fingerprints on there😭🤦🏾‍♀️

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