𝐸𝑢𝑝ℎ𝑜𝑟𝑖𝑎－ 𝐴.𝐻

𝐶ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑡𝑒𝑟 44－ 𝑁𝑜 𝐵𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟

𝑆𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑛𝑎

"Avi please." I begged
But she wouldn't stop crying. She wasn't latching on either. I was exhausted. I haven't slept in days again. It's been 2 weeks since I've had a good rest because Avi has been waking up screaming.
"Honey your have to eat. I can't starve you please." I said
Then Aaron walked in and bent down to see Avianna. I handed her to him and she immediately stopped crying.
"Are you fucking kidding me?" I said
"Baby." He said
"I've been trying to get her to eat and stop crying for the past hour." I said
"Why don't you take a break? Pump some milk and then take the car or lock yourself in our room but you've been up since 3 and you locked me in the room so I wouldn't help." I said
"Because you have already done enough for me." I said
"I am your husband and the father of this beautiful little lady. I am the man of the house. Let me help." He said
"Fine. I'll shower and go for a drive." I said
"Good. I love you." I said
Walking to our room I started the shower. Cleaning myself up before drying myself up and slipping on some grey sweats with a gray tank top and sweater.

Grabbing my phone and keys I walked downstairs and left. I don't know how long I was driving for but I must've zoned out halfway because the next thing I know it's 9 o'clock and I'm stopped at a red light. My phone had died a while ago but I just needed a minute and I knew my phone was probably logged with calls from Aaron. My eyes started feeling heavy as I turned the corner. Then my eyes closed and then I'm swerving into a tree.
"Oh my god. Are you alright?" The lady asked
"I'm fine are you ok." I asked blinking
"Yes I'm fine." She said
Getting back in my car I headed home.

𝐴𝑎𝑟𝑜𝑛
"No. I just you need find my wife." I screamed
Then Avianna started crying.
"Fuck. I'm sorry honey shhh. I'm just trying to find mommy." I said
Then the door opened and sienna walked in blood on her shirt and a gash on her forehead.
"Never mind she just walked in. Sorry for yelling Garcia." I said
"It ok. As long as she is ok." Garcia finished before hanging up
"Sienna. What the hell happened? I know I said to go for a drive but hell you have blood on your shirt and nasty gash on your head." I said
"I was driving and I lost track of time. My phone died and I was on the way home when my eyes started feeling heavy. They closed for a second and I opened them and saw a car heading towards me I swerved into a tree. The lady who hit me is fine but I have a cut." She answered
"Sienna honey what happened." Carl asked
She ignored him walking upstairs.
"Can you take Avi to bed?" I asked
"Yes of course." He responded
Walking upstairs sienna was laying down on the bathroom floor curled into a ball.
"What is going on?" I asked
"I think I need to go away for a while." She said
"Baby." I started
"I'm not getting better. I'm exhausted I feel like I'm drowning. When I hit that tree a part of me wanted me to be dead. But the other part wanted to stay alive for you and Avi and dad. I can't do this Aaron. I'm not well I'm just dragging Avi and you down with me. I'm exhausted. Feeling like this is exhausting. All I want is to be locked in a room and suffer." She cried
"Baby. Your sick it's normal. We are gonna get you more help. But you have to talk to me. Communicate I have to know what your feeling so I can help and be there."I said
"I'm sorry." She said
"Let's get you cleaned up and fed." I said
Helping her off the floor I started a bath as she stripped off her clothes. Getting her in the tub I grabbed the first aid kit and cleaned her cut up.
"Your gonna need stitches." I said
"Can you do them? I don't want to go to hospital." She pleaded
"Of course baby. What ever you need." I said
Starting the stitches as she cleaned her body up. Soon after I was helping her out the tub in a warmed towel. Her head fell against my chest as her tears soaked into my shirt.
"The entire bed is warm for you. Whatever you need I will get. Are you hungry?" I said
"Yeah. I just want a sandwich." She sniffed
"I can do that. Go get comfy." I said
"Aaron." She asked
"Yes my love." I responded
"I love you so much. Thank you." She voiced
"Anything for you baby. Anything." I said