FROM HIGH SCHOOL TEENAGER TO ROCKSTAR

Tour Yes or No?

Chapter 7 tour yes or no ?

By this time its December holiday the band is going on tour to Canada because me and shun isnt of legal age we cannot travel with the band so we didn't go.

Most of my days I spend playing guitar discord calls with Nathan and the band working on my vocal training with Mr de Necker
Me and shun have also been spending a lot of time together and rumors spread fast there was this one tweet stating we didn't go on tour cuz we have an affair
I've become immune of these stuff
December flew by which felt like a year my bday is coming up on the 21st a week from now mostly I spend my night at kareoke clubs designing new March ideas for the band
20th December as my 17th bday aproches all I wanted was to see my bf who's million of miles away  Elize being Elize she invite us all over and a few people of school teacher and student we were going to her family holiday house its wooden cabins in the woods by Mississippi as I pack my clothes for the weekend I notice Nathan hoodie which smells like him so I wear it I took my guitar and amp just in case my mom and vee is done packing we loaded everything in the jeep raven and Sammy is going driving with us we spend abt most of the day on the road and arrived there just after sunset as soon as we left the city life behind and enter the wildness I was out of covrage making my phone useless
Elize welcomed us all for the week saying welcome to her getaway
I notice here abt 20 cabins a big living room area a stage a bonfire area a giant lake and a volleyball and basketball area me and my mom and vee stayed in the babin closes to the living area lodge the babines were made of wood all have build in closets 2 double beds and one single bed and a small bathroom we all went to bed after unloading the trip was exhausted

The 21st of December
Everyone somehow manage to carry me to the lake and throw me in as I woke up from being thrown into ice cold water at 5am I kinda am paralized unable to move my body scream for help think this is the end as I close my eyes next think i know Elize is giving me CPR I came to it luckily they handed me blankets and apologize
And after me swearing at everyone for almost killing me I took a warm shower got dressed in basically Nathan's hoodie and shorts with sandles
Thinking to myself I'll rather be any other place but here I started crying for a few min whipped of my heard and just stayed Nathan I love u , I've never said it to him in person and now I feel shit about it Shun came to fetch me and as I walk outside I got hit with a cake in the face
After that we all had breakfast and did some outside activities I've notice except for running which I came in 3rd from follyball to baseball to hokey sport ain't my thing by this time it was getting late we lit up the bondfire and elize put on a show with her different personalities this time 2 other teachers and she performed a well scripted play for us after the show everyone gathered me inside for abt 20 min the I saw light flicher smoke masjine and as we all went outside on the stage the curtains open and there is the band I wanted to jump up as I saw Everyone except Nathan feeling a weird pit in my stomach then Nathan got up took the mic by Tom and tom went to drums Nathan sang me a birthday and love song he have written not there best performance after that they switched back and Tom sang again at this point I was just crying I couldn't hold it in anymore this is truly the best day of my life by the time they finished before I could get up there he was Nathan in front of me whipping my tears away and giving me one of the most breathtaking kisses with so much passion after the kiss everyone handed me birthday presence from makeup to new guitar pics new guitar cases to a full set of clothes jewelry Nathan handed me a small velvet red box
When I open it its the most beautiful necklace I've ever seen pink and black diamond pendant sparkling in the moonlight he took it by the small chain and put it around my neck after he is done attaching it I just grab him my tongue invading every inch of his mouth dancing in synch with his done we took a breath and I grab his hand everyone called me inside they know I hate cake so they made a giant mulfa pudding with 17 candles before that they ask me to make a wish I just smiled look around and say no need everything I wanted is right here squeezing  Nathan's hand in mine I blew out the candles and Tom all handed us a shot of Jagameister claiming he coulsnt find tequila as I swallowed those stuff down the put 17 shots of stoh rumm in front of me and I had to down them after I'm done I felt like imma puke we didn't ate the pudding we just end up drinking and partying and me falling of the bar counter I was wasted before 10pm so Nathan decided to take me to bed holding up my hair as I puke laying next to me as I fall asleep in his arms