Stepping into the Horizon

Deeply In

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Bumalik ako sa kubo at inayos ang iilang gamit doon. Pinagisipan ko kung liligpitin ko na nga ba 'yung gamit ko but I decided not to. I don't want to go back home. Maybe if I talk to Fred, kapag inexplain ko pa sa kaniya kung anong pwede naming gawin, baka pwede pang mag work out 'yung relationship namin,

Relationship... I let out a sigh.

When I saw the sunset at wala pa si Fred, I decided to follow him sa farm. Malakas kong tinatawag ang pangalan niya at patuloy na naglalakad to the point na naabot ko na ang kabilang side ng mga talahiban. Hindi naman mahirap lakarin dahil ilang meters lang mula sa kubo papunta sa gitnang parte ng farm kung saan may mga matataas na halaman at mga puno.

Isinigaw ko pa 'yung pangalan ni Fred nang ilang beses bago umulan nang malakas. Sinubukan kong maglakad pabalik pero sobrang dami nang putik na nahirapan na akong maglakad. Tinanggal ko ang tsinelas ko thinking na it will make things easier, pero mas lalo lang akong nadulas.

I let out a loud scream when I felt like something slashed my thigh. Tinawag ko ang pangalan ni Fred pero wala pa rin siya. I screamed as loud as I can when I heard him looking for me. I called out to his name again.

"Nadia!" binuhat niya ako mula sa putikan "Ano bang ginagawa mo!"

"Hinahanap kita!" I shouted back kasi sobrang lakas na ng ulan

"Sobrang layo na natin sa kubo! Dito muna tayo sa silim," mabilis niyang sinabi habang naglalakad kami patungo sa likod ng isang malaking puno lagpas ng talahiban.

Malayo na kami sa kubo masyado dahil ilang oras din akong naglakad para hanapin siya. Hindi na tanaw ang daan pabalik dahil malakas ang ulan at sobrang naging maputik na para makabalik kami sa kubo safely.

"Bakit mo pa ba kasi ako sinundan!" reklamo niya habang sinusubukang punitin ang tshirt niya para ibalot sa hiwa ko sa hita

"Bakit mo kasi ako iniwan!" reklamo ko sa kaniya

"Sobrang dami mo nang dugo! Ang laki ng sugat mo!"

"Wag na yang tshirt mo, malalamigan ka, ito, ito," ibinaba ko ang shorts ko at ibinalot sa sugat ko sa hita. Pinunit ni Fred ang gitna ng shorts para magamit ito pambalot. Tinanggal din niya ang garter para malagyan ng pressure ang sugat ko.

"Ang lalim nito Nadia! Ano ba kasi nasa isip mo!"

"Sinusundan kasi kita! Bakit mo ako iniwan!" reklamo ko sa kaniya

Napasigaw ako nang malakas nang idiin niya ang garter sa sugat ko. Naramdaman kong naiyak na ako sa sobrang sakit, hindi ko na napigilang humikbi.

Pagkatapos niyang ayusin ang takip sa sugat ko, lumayo siya nang kaunti sa akin at pumunta sa isang sulok ng kinalalagyan namin. Nakita ko ang paligid, ang bubong niya ay parang kubo pero ang itsura niya ay papag lang. Malawakang papag na may mga nakapatong na tanim sa mga sulok. Para siyang ginawa para silungan ang mga tanim. Hindi ko alam kung paano ba ito tatawagin.

Nakita ko si Fred na siniksik ang sarili niya sa isang corner. Umupo ako nang maayos para hindi mabasa ng ulan ang hita ko, at humarap ako sa kaniya. Alam kong may luha pa akong tumutulo dahil basa pa rin ang mukha ko at nanlalabo pa rin ang paningin ko.

"Fred," napatingin siya sa akin. Tanaw ko pa rin ang mukha niya kahit na madilim. Hindi kita ang liwanag ng buwan mula rito, kaya ang tanging paraan lang para malaman ko kung nasaan siya ay ang tunog na ginagawa niya kapag gumagalaw.

Naramdaman ko siyang lumapit sa akin. Hinawakan niya ang mukha ko, tsaka ang batok at inalalayan niya akong humiga. He crawled above me, looking straight at me when I felt his lips touch mine again. I kissed him back and I raised my left leg so I can feel him more.

I felt his left hand touch my waist; I kissed him deeper while his hand travelled to my bosom. I felt him cup my breast, his thumb pressing against my nipple. My hand travelled down to his pants where I held his hardness on my palm.

He let out a soft grunt. His lips travelled from my lips to my cheek, down to my neck,

I let out a groan.

Isinandal niya uli ang noo niya sa collarbone when I heard him mutter, "Okay lang ba,"

I gave him my permission by whispering mmhmm, then he raised my shirt and sucked my breasts as if it was his most favorite thing in the world. My back raised, giving him more space to do what he wanted with my body.

When he paused, he removed my shirt. He kissed my breasts as he slowly made his way down to my stomach. He slowly pulled my undies down revealing my core. His fingers made its way in, as well as his lips touching the apex, lowering down,

"Aah.."

My hand ran through his hair before pushing him down on me, he groaned a bit before his tongue encapsulated by being.

"I'm... aah, aah,"

"Mmh,"

He made his way up to me, fingers still inside me when he stared at me and started kissing me again.

"Fred.."

"Nadia.."

He unbuckled his pants, totally removing it when I suddenly felt his slowly entering me. My hips raised; legs sprawled more to give way. He held my left leg as he thrusted deep inside me making me scream a little,

"Shush," he muttered.

He kissed me again to stop me from making too much noise. His other hand supported my waist as he pressed on me. My body tingled as he continued. I felt a buildup in my abdomen, signaling that I'm,

"I'm, I'm"

"Hintayin mo ako," he whispered to me, hastening the pace.

We shared an exchange of moans before I felt a gush of heat inside me.

He stayed on top of me, not removing himself while he envelops my shaking body in his arms. I did the same to him, feeling his body while still quivering after what happened.

He placed his mouth near my ear, whispering something,

"Pakiusap, 'wag mo akong iwan..."

I adjusted my face, kissed him on the lips while saying what I really believe in,

"I don't want to leave you, not now, not ever."