Tired of fighting

Chapt: 43

I sit om down and now i'm broken on the floor and River hugging me.

I can't stop crying feeling angry and guilty at the same time.

I can hear footsteps.

"What happened is he-" elio days not finishing his sentence seeing me and River on the ground and me broken in hid arm.

Then the anger hits me. It's not sadness anymore its anger all anger.

I stop crying and pull away from Rivers arms.

I look up to see a few of my brothers staring at thomas dead body.

I stand up and river does too.

I walk over to thomas and grab his hand.

Tears still streaming around.

"I will get him i promise." I say and my anger is never ever been so strong.

I walk trough the crowd of my brothers.

i walk to the kitchen and grab the biggest knife and walk towards the basement door.

"Amora..." elio says while they all follow me.

"Don't worry." I say and open the door and lock it.

"AMORA!" Elio says.

He bangs on the door.

"Its not safe to be there alone amora!" Lorenzo yells.

I'm not walking down yet because it really isn't safe and i'm scared as hell but my anger takes over.

"Don't you have a key el?" I hear River ask.

"Nope that's the thing." I hear elio say back.

Oops.

I walk downstairs and see two door and i know which one the father of thomas is.

I walk towards that door and take a deep breath.

I open the door seeing the man who killed his own son chained up on a chair.

He smirks at me.

I let down a tear.

"What is it princess? You hurt?" He ask and laughs.

I squeeze my hand and with the other hand with the knife i walk towards him.

I look at him while i stab the knife in his leg and he screams in pain.

"Don't be such a baby." I say.

I take a step back and leave the knife in his leg.

"Did you even know you shot your own son?" I ask him him still in pain.

He looks at me and smirks."that was my plan to shoot him and cause a distraction and him just being okay and me getting away." He says.

"Well you failed on both parts." I say.

Tears begins to form in my eyes.

"No shi-wait what." He says confused.

"He is dead." I say.

Tears are streaming down now.

"What no that-" he says tears begin to form in his eyes.

"You killed your own son!" I say.

"My bestfriend....." i say whispering.

"YOU KILLED YOUR OWN SON!" I scream trough my crying.

I see tears streaming down his cheek.

"Oh don't cry now! You did it on purpose you don't care about any of us not even your own son!" I yell.

"I-i do! I never wanted this i never wanted him fead!" He says trough his tears.

"NO YOU DO NOT YOU DONT CARE!" I scream and grab my pistol and point it at him.

"You hurt me my whole life and your own son! You kicked in our faces our stomachs everything! You raped me!" I say the last one screaming.

I hear footsteps and see elio, carlo, Anthonio, Lorenzo and River standing in the door way.

Tears streaming down."i almost had a baby thomas almost had a baby sister because you raped me IN FRONT OF HIM!" I scream.

"And now you killed him." I say not seeing much because of the tears.

"YOU KILLED YOUR OWN SON!" I scream and point the gun at him again and shoot him in his head.

And i keep shooting until someone grabs the gun away from me and I realize everything again and brake down on the floor.

Before i could fall on the ground someone holds me.

It's river it was all river.

He is so perfect.

I cry in his arms while the rest clean everything.

River lifts me up and i keep crying in his chest.

He walks me to my room and lays me down on my bed.

"It will be okay darling i'm here." He says.

"He is gone he is really gone..." i say trough my crying.

He lays down next to me and he hugs me and i cry on his chest.

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I have tears in my eyes by writing this. I'm sorry guys just thought it will suit in the story.

I have more ideas so you guys will see!