TERE BIN {Discontinued}

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لافزون سي جو ثا باري
خليل بان كو جو با
الكثير من مجرد دارميان ✨🥀
Lafzon se jo tha pare
Khali pan ko jo bhare
Kuch tou tha tere mere darmiyan ✨🥀

Zaroon

I was devastated my mind stopped working after whatever happened a part of me wanted to listen to her embrace her and tell even if she have something with Mr qasim's son I don't care she is mine mine to love mine to hate mine to hurt mine to care she is mine my saltanat she make me the weakest yet the strongest but I just couldn't keep anything inside me any more I wanted to hug her when she was crying while hugging me but another part of me wanted time to think I sighed after she left and wanted to ask Maheen if saltanat was fine but I saw her going out of the company with azaan I was having difficulty to breath I took deeps breaths and searched for my blazer but I didn't found it I went out taking my car keys I drive to chota Abu and choti ami's grave I was close to them when ever I used to feel lonely or had any tension i usually come to meet them I was sitting and talking with them maybe many will think of I am mad or what but this is what gives me peace of mind I didn't realised when it was late night when I saw the time it was 11 already it will take 1 hour to reach home I got up finally now I have a clear mind I wanted to talk with saltanat but when I reached home I saw her sleeping on sofa hugging azaan both of them were sleeping

I sat near them and caressed saltanat cheeks I kissed her forehead and mumbled "sorry for reacting like that but I am just afraid to loose you" I picked both of them and went to our bedroom I placed her in the bed carefully and azaan beside her he frowned not finding her and turned to other side and hugged her they are my life's I was about to go inside the closet when I heard notifications continue coming from saltanat's phone she frowned I picked up to mute it as her sleep was getting disturbed when I saw the name "arhan" I opened the msg and saw

'So you are really in a relationship with him don't you feel anything for me saltanat and di..divorce you are going to give me divorce how can you ' the msg broke me completely I kept her phone back with shaking hands and went inside the closet after taking bath I picked up a pillow and went to another room to rest as I can't sleep how stupid i was to be dependent on her for my comfort and everything I was living depending on her even for my sleep kyun krte hou mere sath aisa ky dushmani hay mere sath tumhari pehle mujhse ma chin Li fir saltanat bharosa uth Gaya tha mera tumse par jb wapas Kiya usse jb mera Yaqeen wapas aane laga tm pe ki tm hou allah hay wo sb thik kr deta hay tou kyun chin liya usse mujhse wapas ky Mai itna khrb hou ki mujhe pyar nasib nhi kisi ka it was 6 sleep was nowhere to seen in my eyes I changed my clothes and went to gym  after and hour I got ready and went to office

Saltanat

I woke up it was 9 azaan was sleeping I looked for zaroon he wasn't at home maybe he left for office it's late already I went to kitchen for water but I looked at the dinning table dinner was kept untouched didn't he came back at night I called Maheen and asked " hello Maheen is Zaroon there" her voice came from another side " yes he is but he came too early today and postponed the meeting of 11 to 12 " I said "anything else" she replied "no" I sighed yesterday I used the advantage of being the daughter of ex vice president but Inka bhi ky bharosa hay tou uske aadmi bolskte hay usse what is he doing he is making me worried for him kuch lagaya peeya bhi nhi hoga usne kalse na neend ayi hogi  when a messaged popped up  from arhan "saltanat are you coming" seeing that I looked at the previous msgs I replied "yes" and got ready azaan was sleeping so I told Maham to take care of him and told mom that I am going for hospital I went to meet arhaan and discussed about the divorce matter and planned first to make divorce papers and then convince her to think because if I refused at first only she won't get ready and then I returned back azaan was awake he hugged me and said "where were you mumma" I replied "i went for work baby" and I kept him busy he asked for zaroon but I didn't had a reply so kept him busy in playing

he was the only reason I was smiling that to just for him from inside i was dying i tried to call Zaroon but he didn't picked up

TBC