SITA RAMAM

finding ram!

20saal ...in 20 saalon mai pyaar ki paribhasha ko badalte dekha hai, zamana badalte dekha hai par kuch nhi badla toh woh hai tumhare liye Mera pyaar jo aaj bhi waise hi hai jaisa 20 saal pehle tha, yeh Dil aaj bhi sirf tumhari yaad mai dhadak raha hai, ki Naa jane zindagi ke kis raah Mai tum kab mujhse takra jao aur iss nadan ko uski manzil mil jaaye.....

Pata nhi sita tumhe woh letter mila bhi hoga yaa nhi kabhi kabhi thoda swarthi ho jaata hun ki shayad tumhe Mera khat mila hi na ho aur tum Aaj bhi Mera intezaar kar rahi ho...par Dil ka ek Kona aisa bhi hai Jo tumhe aur dukh mai dekh sakta Jo chahta hai tumhe woh khat mila ho aur tumne mujhe bhula kar apni nayi zindagi bass Li ho.......

Bass yahi soch kar iss begane Desh ko aapna bana liya hai .... Jo insaan aapne desh ke liye jeene marne ki baatein kiya karta tha woh fauji shayad ussi din marr gaya tha aur Bach Gaya hai toh yeh darpok aur kayar ram jo phir kabhi aapne desh mai wapis nhi jana chahta bass issi dar se ki kahin kisi mod par tumse mulakat na ho jaye aur mai phirse tumhari duniya tumse cheen Jane ka karan ban jau..

Tumhare pyaar ka karz shayad kabhi na uttar Pau sita tum toh woh Devi ho jisne iss thukraye hue anath ko aapna sab kuch de diya par mene tumhe kya diya sita sirk akela pan, dukh, beizzati aur entezarr....

Kabhi kabhi sochta hu ki kaash yeh doo deshon mai nafrat ki dewaren Naa hoti toh shayad Aaj hum ek sath hote ek choti si  humari apni duniya hoti...... par yeh sab ek kash mai atak jate hai....

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"Afreen kuch pata chala?"

"Mai Puri koshish kar rahi hu par farook chacha se line connect nhi ho paa Rahi hai aap tension na lain mai kuch na kuch try karti hu ...Balaji se meri baat hui hai usnai IMA mai major venkatesh se baat ki hai"..

"Major venkatesh woh toh ram ke aache dost the par unki posting toh shilong mai ho gayi thi .. toh woh yahan?.."

"Ji sitaji par 2 saal pehle hi unki posting wapis yahan ho gayi hai aur Puri army mai hum sirf unhe hi trust kar sakte... Agar major ram ke zinda honi ki khabar army ko pata chali toh zayada time nhi lagega yeh khabar ko pakistan paunchne mai..... Pakistan ke liye major ram 20 saal pehle hi mar chuke hain.... Major ram ko dhundkar wapis unke watan lane mai Hume military assistance ki zarurat padegi par hum har kissi ko trust nhi kar sakte, yeh mission Hume secretly karna padega...sitaji aap himaat na harre inta intezaar kar liya aapne thoda aur sahi "

"Afreen insaan hu mai, kab tak halaat mujhe aise situation mai dalta rahega kab meri yeh saari pareshaniyan khatam hongi ..... Ram ke sath bitaye 20 dino ki yaadon Mai mene yeh 20 saal kaat liye aur kitna intezaar afreen aur kitna intezaar?"

"Sitaji sambhaliye aapne aap ko major ram pai bharosa rakhiye apne pyaar par bharosa rakhiye sab theek hoga..."

"Kaise sab theek hoga afreen agar ram Zinda tha toh in 20 saalon mai kya usse meri yaad nhi aayi kya usne ek baar bhi mere baare mai nhi socha ki mai kaisi hu, kaise jii rahi hu...kuch nhi socha afreen, kuch na sahi toh Kam se kam ek choti hi likh kar mujhe bata dete ki woh Zinda Hain....unhone kuch nhi socha...

"Sitaji .... Aap jo keh rahi hai woh sirf possibility ho sakti hai par aap yeh baat ache se janti Hain ki woh Pakistan hai, unki likhi yeh pehli chitti ko hi aap tak paunchne ke liye 20 saal lag gaye.... Aur yeh chitti aaj jab aap tak paunchi hai toh uska Karan hai dadaji ki will ...ho sakta hai unhone aap tak paunchne ki koshish ki ho par na paunch paye ho .... Woh duniya ke liye mar chuke hai woh khul kar sabke saamne nhi aa sakte ..... Sitaji ek barr phir aapko aapne ram ko dhundhna hoga phirse aapne pyaar ko jitna hoga....himmat mat hariye please "

"Haan afreen tum sahi keh rahi ho....yeh bhi ho sakta hai ... Ram ko dhundhna ke liye jo bhi karna hoga hum tayaar hai ...tum major venkatesh ke sath meri meeting arrange karwao mai personally unse milna chahti hu"

"Are you sure sita ji...?"

"Yes afreen, and thank you soo much afreen tum nhi janti tumne mere liye kya Kiya hai, thank you afreen"

"Nahi sitaji thank you keh kar mujhe sharminda na karen.... kahin na kahin major ram ka aapse dur hone ki wajah mai thi aur aab aap dono sath lane ki wajah ban na chahti hu."