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𝙱𝚛𝚊𝚍𝚕𝚎𝚢 𝙼𝚊𝚞𝚛𝚒𝚌𝚎 𝚆𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚜
I sat in my car thinking.
I don't even wanna get high, that's how you know shit is getting serious.
Why do this bitch keep blackmailing me ? I know my dick good but like damn no need to be miserable about it.
What am I gonna tell Moriah ? She damn sure not gonna wanna fuck with me now.
But she my girl, I gotta tell the truth and the truth is that baby ain't mines.
I use condoms. Well when Giselle was my girl I didn't but bra y'all get it.
I watched my phone as the minutes went by.
I literal have not a fucking thing to say right now.
But that nigga Jody got some explaining to do, asap.
I got out my car and walked onto the porch he sit on.
He gonna come out cause he see a random nigga sitting on the porch watch. ~~~~ I been sitting on this nigga porch for 30 minutes.
The fuck is he fucking the whole world or sum ? Like I got shit to do.
I need to get high.
Imma kill his babymother, I hope he knows that.
Finally the nigga came out.
"Sup bra, whatchu wanna make a sell ? " He said putting his belt back on.
" Nah you know ion mess with niggas from up here for no sells. " I said dapping him up.
" So why you all the way up here ? Looking for Erin ? " He said sitting on the step.
Nigga ? Why the fuck would I come all the way up here for Erin ? She don't live here no more.
Like I hate when bitch ass niggas don't use common sense.
" Nigga I came up here from you. You fucking Giselle ? " I quizzed .
He know I used to go with her and he know I don't play when it comes to certain shit but no reason to lie.
" Man look it was just for one night, she wanted to get back at a nigga for something and I was drunk, she grabbed me, sucked my dick and we ended up fucking, I ain't know she was still you girl. " He said holding his hands up.
Scared ass nigga.
One bitch ass nigga he think imma shoot him over Giselle.
This Nigga fucking crazy.
"Nah man, I was just coming to let you know that she's pregnant. "
He paused in confusion. He put his hands down and started tapping his leg.
Yep that's that shit that goes on.
Sucks to be him right now.
"She blackmailing you ? " He asked.
How the fuck he know ? This Nigga spying on me ?
I'll kill his ass right now on his momma porch.
" How you know nigga ? " "Cause she doing the same shit to me. Said if I don't man up then she gonna tell my girl. "
Damn fuck she on a blackmail spree ?
Blackmailing a nigga from every hood ?
Imma really kill this bitch.
"Damn bra, I ain't know. Her friend said she only talked about you so it could possibly be yours . " I said shrugging my shoulders.
" Thanks for letting me know. Aye ? Tryna roll ? "
~~~ I'm high as fuck.
I miss my girl.
When I got to her door it was locked.
Shit where I put my key at ?
I patted my pockets looking for it and reached into my coat finding it.
When I opened the door I heard her footsteps.
" Mama ? "
" Get out . "
" Wait Moriah let me explain. "
"B, Get the fuck out my house yo. A BABY ? REALLY ? A FUCKING BABY ? "
I wish she stop screaming so I can explain to her.
" Moriah please if you just let me- "
"IM NOT LETTING YOU EXPLAIN SHIT B. JUST THINK ABOUT IT WHY WOULD I LET YOU EXPLAIN HOW YOU HAD A FUCKING BABY ON ME ? DO YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING EMBARRASSING THAT IS ? " She screamed .
I could see the tears flowing from her eyes.
I hope they're tears because I can't really see.
She sighed. "Just.....get out, go away I don't wanna see you anymore. "
She grabbed me by the arm and tried to drag me but I planted my feet.
I'm not going no fucking where until she let me explain myself.
She looked at me in confusion. "Bradley I said get out. "
" Nah." I said taking off my coat and shoes.
" What are you doing ? Get out before I call the police." She said closing the door back and walking towards me.
Police ? Her ass think I'm scared of the police ?
" I killed somebody Moriah. "
She paused and looked at me.
" I killed him when I was fifteen cause he was molesting my mother. I had no where else to go and at the time I was in a relationship with Giselle so I told her everything that happened and begged her not to tell anyone. She promised. Now she's breaking it because I told HER to stay away from YOU. " She watched me as I put my shoes back on.
I sighed. This is about to be hard.
" She's also pregnant. If she didn't tell you that already. It's not mines because every single fucking day I've been at school studying for that stupid ass SAT so I can graduate. And I've been here with you, so there's no way in fucking hell it's mines unless hell freezes the fuck over. But you don't believe anything I say because you're not listening to me Moriah. When I love somebody I mean that shit with everything in me. And I love you but you just can't seem to get that. So I'm giving you what you want. Space, a break, a peace of mind. "
She sat there quietly as I grabbed my coat.
I walked up to her and grabbed her face. Giving her small pecks on the lips and on her face.
I could feel the salt from the tears as they reached my mouth.
Am I fucking crying ? Real Niggas don't cry.
" Don't cry mama. This is what you need. " I said wiping her face with my thumb.
I kissed her on her forehead and started walking to the door.
I felt her grab my arm. "Bradley please . Please stay. "
I wanna stay but she doesn't believe shit I say.
But I can't keep running away from my problems I have to face them like a real man.
